SMILE!!!! XD

SWEET AND YOUTHFUL 18!! xD

2009-07-26T06:49:00.000-07:00

YAAAAAYY these past two days have been one of the most memorable n greatest day in my jc2 life mann...firstly, to my beloved family and friends, MY MUM AND DAD, ALYBA, ALVINA, JELLY, XIOA HUI, ZERLINA, LAURA, and ANDREA!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS ONE OF MY BEST B'DAE CELEBRATION EVER!! XD

went to east coast park ystd to meet up with alyba, alvie, laura n drea to chat abit...den met up with my parents at arnd 7 to eat in this semi-atas place called the 'hong kong cafe' of smthn liddat...was quite atas cuz they even have this band singing for us...the food thr is not bad! haha the portions were quite big...and we had to rly force ourselves to eat finish the food(esp alyba who was suffering cuz she cant rly take sour stuff and e dish she ordered turned out to be sour -.-)yea but in the end everyone managed to finish their food (cuz veh expensive). ahaha! yea my parents said it was an early celebration kinda thing...but the food rly not bad mayb i'll go back thr again nxt time...

yea so my parents fetched alyba n alvie home...the journey quite long so we kinda nua-ed in the car...then suddenly, xioa hui called me said she wanted to conference call with zer n jelly. i said i cant cuz my parents wont allow >.< was kinda sad cuz usually the conference calls with them are damn funny wan can lyk, stay awake e whole night to talk until 4 am tt kind o.o haha yea...BUDDEN, the 'conference call' din turn out to be one after all! these neh nehs were actually at my house downstairs the playground there la! when zer suddenly called me at lyk, 10 plus, she was lyk, PEI HSIN HURRY GO TO YOUR BALCONY!!! GOT FIREWORKS!!! and i thought lyk, wah the national day stadium so far away can see meh?! ya but anw i ran to the window and looked up(fireworks mah!) den zer asked me to look down. OMG WHEN I SAW WAHT THEY DID I DAMN GAN DONG LA!!!! they used those tea leaf candles to make the words 'happy b'day' can!!!! SUPER SWEET LA!!! (although xh kinda predicted my house's location wrongly so frm my house i cant see veh clearly) YAH!! WAH I WAS RLY STUNNED/SHOCKED/SURPRISED CAN!!! totally caught me offguard la!! so i rushed down in lyk, my pyjammas (DAMN MALUATING). yea and they started singing me b'dae song...with a BAKERZINN CAKE!! (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OREO CHEESE CAKE!!!) wah it's damn nice!!! i ate quite alot >.< yea n they also gave me this domo-kun shirt, a kite, and a b'dae card!!! I DAMN GAN DONG!!!

THANK YOU XH, FOR COMING HERE, TO TAMPINES, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT EVEN THO YOU LIVE AT THE OTHER END OF THE WORLD IN SENG KANG!!!

THANK YOU JELLY, FOR SACRIFICING YOUR SHOE CUZ YOU STEPPED ON DEAD SNAILS ON THE GRASS AT MY HOUSE THE VOID DECK THERE!!!

THANK YOU ZER, FOR SACRIFICING YOUR TIME ON WATCHING BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!! yea i know how much you love that guy...ahahaha!!!

yea so last night was a great night!!! if i wasnt sick it would've been better tho >.<

and today, two more neh nehs appeared at my house! AHAHA they bought me a 'healthy' mango cake and a penguin water dispenser so i can drink 8 cups of water a day and get well soon!! THANK YOU ALYBA AND ALVIE!!! for your concern and your encouragement!!! yall are rly the best mann!!! we've spent lyk, close to 6 years tgt!!! btw thanks to yall, suddenly i find myself drinking alot of water -.- somwhow it tastes sweeter!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!

yea and my parents bought me new clothes!!! oh man i feel so bad now cuz these clothes arent cheap >.< but i will treasure all my b'dae gifts n wishes alot!!! thank you everyone!! and also to those who wished me n stuff!!! thank you for making my 18th b'dae so special n memorable!!! XD I LOVE YALL YEA!!!! YALL ARE THE BEST YO!!! XDXD

i wanted to take pictures budden my camera got no memory space so in e end only manged to take e 'happy b'day' word >.< e rest of e pictures are with jelly and alvie!!! when i get my hands on e pictures i'll post em up someday yea!! XD

2009-05-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

hey worldd! below are some rants so yea...can skip it if yall want =D this happened a few days ago juz tt i recalled it and got pissed again D:

WAH damn pissed when i heard what she said la! please la so you think YOU'RE so great, ranking all the choirs like that! what the hell can stop thinking that we're stuck with YOUR kind of standard...we're WAY BETTER than the standard you gave us can?! so you think the elites will only be those few, and the others will FOREVER be that same, mediocre, sucky standard meh? GET A LIFE MAN, SERIOUSLY. we didnt work so hard for nothing okay. the problem doesnt lie with your choir but just with YOU. so you really think only BIG choirs get GWH? get real man, it's not the NUMBERS but the quality ok? oh, and btw dont act as if you know how the choirs and judged, and just because you dont get what you want, you become a damn sore loser and start blaming some of the judges for being first timers and thinking that if certain choirs get that title, the judging is SCREWED? The judges HAVE A REASON to be judges okay? you think they would just go give this privilage to any tom, dick or harry ah? use you fricking COMMON SENSE.

and btw, OMG, DONT rank us together with ppl like you can? the people here are lyk, MUCH MUCH BETTER than YOU. like i said, it's not your choir, it's just YOU. i know some nice ppl thr and they're lyk, a MILLION TIMES better? at least they dont go around BLAMING others for getting what they deserve. you ALWAYS find fault in others, but not with yourself. NO, you're PERFECT, y'noe. there's OBVIOUSLY NOTHING WRONG with you. (note the SARCASM??) YUP. cept for the fact that, everyhting about you is WRONG. from the BLOB parts to the OH-I-THINK-I'M-SO-FRICKIN-GREAT parts. you think you're so damn good. but this is reality yea? grow up. stop living in your own fantasies and learn to accept it man.

and please STOP contradicting yourself. it irritates the hell out of people, and it just goes to show that you're just blindly blaming others just because you're not happy with what you got. continue with this and you'll just end up nowhere. you havent heard ALOT of choirs sing, how can you even judge the standard? have you heard us? if you havent, then WHY ARE YOU JUDGING SOMTHING THAT YOU'VE NOT HEARD? doenst that just make you seem even more like a sore loser? you only have the right to judge any of us IF YOU'VE HEARD us on THAT DAY in VCH, not using the standard that was there a few yars ago.(tho in think a few years ago was also quite good, considering we're such a new choir.) times have change and so have us. we wont be stuck in your 'vicious cycle of choir rankings' cuz i noe that we can, and have the potential to do it. so you can wallow in your sore-loserness all you want. while all the others start to slowly climb upwards, you can go rank all of us. you'll just be stuck at the rock BOTTOM.

YEAH OKAY FINISHED RANTING!!!! AHAHAHA!!! sorry ah it's damn long cuz it's a few years of anger and irritation clumped together and something that she said recently that cause me to explode >.< haha! yesh but all my anger is out!! so happiness is coming in! shant let her make me angry for too long xD YAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY tmr meeting alyba! after so many months!!! AHHHHHHH I MISS YOU ALYBA!!!!! T.T hahaha! can finally talk crap about random things again! know how much i wanna meet up with lyk, the 3 of us tgt? D: most of e time it's just 2 by 2 lor...haix...nvm la! MING TIAN JIAN!! HAHAHA!!

oh and i still not quite used to not going for choir after sch leh D: hahaha! OHNO! okay must hurry get over it! if not Mr chen's gonna hammer me >.< haha!

I LOVE STUDYING!! =D *tries to psycho myself*

2009-05-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

yayyy finally blogging after so long!!! and the main highlight of this post is, MJ CHOIR GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!! AHHHH!!!! GWH! GWH!!! GWH!!!! XDDDD FRICKING HAPPY LA OMGOMGOMG!!! 8D *goes into crazed mode*

and it's all thanks to the hard work, the sweat, the blood and the tears that everyone put in tgt!!! SO PROUD OF EVERYONE!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! *is overwhelmed by several emotions* the seniors can finally step down satisfied and in peace!! wahhh i dun wanna leave choir!! I'LL MISS CHOIR DAMN BADLY SIA!!! >< all the funny times we spent in it, all the performances we went thru tgt, the vigorous training, the LOVABLE JUNIORS!! AHHHHH i'll miss choir so badly D:

still can rmb on syf day (5th may) wah everyone lyk kan chiong spider liddat...coming to sch early to to PT, den warming up and running thru the songs...it felt lyk some funny kinda dream tt juz happened in slow-mo initially, den suddenly POOF and lyk, we're on stage singing in front of the judges, in front of ppl frm other choirs, in front of some seniors and so many other ppl...it's lyk, still so unbelieveable! i was so into the song tt i couldnt even register how we sounded like on stage, and by the time it was over, i wasnt sure if we did it well anot...haha everything was lyk, happening too fast o.o

den after sch at 4.15, ming har, chong keng, joelin and me cabbed down to VCH for the results...wah the atmosphere there was damn tense la...and there were different choirs sitting all around us...den some of them were cheering cuz of the good results, some of them were emo-ing cuz they din do too well, den make me even more stressed >.< when the person announced MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE CHOIR, GOLD, WITH- wah havent honours yet we all started screaming alr! that was lyk, one of the happiest moments in mj choir!! cuz there were these mixed feelings of disbelief and happiness and bewilderment and i dunno wad all squashed tgt!! AHHHHHHH SO HAPPY!!! XDXD

okay so here are the photos

HAHAHA dinner with some of e juniors were damn funny..they kept making fun of jemimah and this lightbulb thing...the stickman with the light for a head represents jemimah!! haha and steph tried to imitate her by posing with it as her head..

yeap 5th may was really a very memorable day for all of us! XD MJ CHOIR ROCKS!! XD ME LOVES YALL!!! XDXD

MJ CHOIR, WE MAKE ~~THE MUSIC!~~ HISTORY! XD

2009-04-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!! I HAVE FINALLY UPDATED MY UBER UBER DEAD BLOGG!!! haha for all those who still bother to come n visit my blog, eager to find new posts, YOU ARE REWARDED!!! XD

gahh these few days were nothing but choir n choir n choir n choir n more choir...OMG now i even have sounds of JOY stuck in my head wherever i go lah...it's sounds of JOY are dang-ing away in my head...D: hahahaha but! FOUR MORE DAYS PEOPLE!!! WE CAN DO IT!!! WE HAVE TO DO IT!! AND BRING GLORY TO OURSELVES, THE CHOIR, AND MJC YEA!!! MUST!!! >.< i really believe we have the potential to do it...haix now must see our mental discipline liao...

then again, if we get GWH, it brings both joy and sorrow...cuz, THE J2S ARE LEAVING!!! NOOOOOOOOOO OMG i'll miss choir lyk siao la!! it's rly the only place where i look forward to after school n everything...i'll really really really miss the days of singing tgt as a choir! esp with the lovable juniors D: awwwwwwww mann!!

ARGH. nvm la now focus on syf! hahaha MJ BOLEH YEA!!! WE CAN DO IT!!! WE CAN WE CAN!! XD

school is demoralising...nothing i do seems right...it's lyk, until now still cant find a proper study method tt is rly effective for me..damn scared for A lvls...haix..NOOOOOOO i'm gonna die soon D:

2009-02-13T08:00:00.001-08:00

YAYY i've come back to update my blog, which is collecting dust bunnies D: ahahaha so much happened during the holidays!!! lyk, going to batam with the choir for some workshop thingy...AND TAUPOKING ZER FOUR TIMES A DAY!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH tt's lyk, the funniest part...there's a video on us taupoking...can go view it on zer's blog XD HAHA!!!

sch for the past month have been a horrible experience...damn stressful, damn busy, not prepared at all. i feel lyk i'm gonna die alr...T.T screw everything T.T

TODAY'S VALENTINES DAY EVE! XD ( also firday the thirteenth o.o) jelly, xh, zer and i went to yuki yaki to eat!! was damn fun la cuz down thr muz cook all the food by ourselves, so we were quite amused by it...took lots of beef, dory fish and bbq chicken o.o xh was spamming mushrooms and jelly was spamming prawns (wth she ate lyk, TWELVE PRAWNS?!) -.- hahaha...the food thr not bad...proub of myself cuz i realise tt my cooking skills not as sucky as i thought it will be o.o OHOH the icecream is DAMN FUN TO PLAY WITH!!!! hah we keep making smiley faces and weird stuff on the ice-cream mixer thingy o.o den we ended up playing with the ice-cream instead -.- ahaha! but it was really quite fun! i wanna do it again!! hahaha!

got alot of random stuff from my classmates and friends in mj!!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR V DAY GIFTS!!! i will treasure everynote i receive XD and i hope my mortal likes my present >.< it was veh last min but AT LEAST i gave him smthn >.<

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH nxt week's gona b a damn frickin sian week...hahaha but the j1s r coming for cca on tues!! wahahahaha can get to see their lovely faces...wonder how all of em will be like...

ARGH toradora's becoming emo-er D: minorin is lyk...so emo now lah D:

hahaha wah veh tired...din get to slp properly last night cuz was too busy doing v day stuffs -.- SLPET AT 4 LAH...so today muz slp early XD

yesh pei hsin's gonna slp now...so she can wake another lazy pigg up tmr to go library n study XD

gd nite world~!

2008-12-06T03:51:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!! ahahaha havent been updating for a freaking long time o.o YAYY now tt i'm back online, i shall start updating! XD

ok so on 1st dec we had a performance with tkss!! vivace at the esplanade XD was super funn!!!! but quite sad too as it'll be our last performance in the esplanade T.T and this time we din get nice, cool rooms like the ones last time...hahaha but it's ok luh XD we celebrated xh's birthday in the morning! went alllllll the way to her house in sengkang (ahahaha i rmb e way xD) the shocked expression on her face was PRICELESS LAHH...hahahha! the below are PICTURES!!!! taken frm tt day XD some of em i take frm sandy's blog! she edited em so it looks super nice XD hahaha! sorry ah it's abit cluttered o.o but i almost nvr post pictures on my blog! den now suddenly got alot!!! ahahaha! XD

waiting for xh to get out of her house...

yayy!! XD

xioa hui's hand made cushion!! XD

dunno wad martin doing to jelly -.-

going batam tmr!!! cant wait (((:

2008-11-16T05:29:00.000-08:00

haha read xh's blog n got this quiz frm there...since she wants me to do the quiz i shall do it! haha SEE I'M SO NICE XD

Three names you go by:
-Pei Hsin
-pH
-xioa hsin -.- (only david calls me that but he ALWAYS calls me that.)
got alot also too lazy to name em (like, "MOLE.") -.-'''

Three screen names you have:
-[D.B.S]+pH'
-I'M NOT A MOLE!!!
-Pangsai Holder
last time still got alot but yea cant rmb.

Three Parts of your heritage:
-MJ choir
-Gua club
-3/4E2

Three things that scare you:
-sudden movements
-gory stuff
-people feeling scared

Three of your everyday essentials:
-psp(for music)
-wallet
-handphone

Three things you're wearing now
-spectacles
-shirt
-long pants(for sleeping -.-)

Three of your favourite songs:
-collide
-superman
-welcome to my life
there's alot more but cannot list em out cuz it's too many...hahaha

Two truths and a lie in no particular order:
-i'm more than 160cm tall (-.- obviously it's a lie)
-i love green tea ice cream!
-i'm rotting my life away on blogger now

Three of your favourite hobbies:
-listening to music
-singing
-talking to ppl ><

Three things you want to do really badly now:
-read smthn
-confess bout something o.o
-untangle something o.o

three careers you're considering:
-journalist
-photographer
-designer

Three places you want to go on vacation to:
-OLOMOUC WITH THE CHOIR!!! XDXD
-JAAAAAAPAAAAN!!! XD
-LONDON!! haha i realise it's all the dua pai one o.o

Three things you want to do before you die:
-tell my family n friends how much i love n appreciate em ><
-do stuff tt i'll nvr dared to do in my life o.o (cuz anw dying alr mah)
-write out a will? o.o

Three things that make you stereotypically a boy:
-i dont scream at bugs
-i cant shop for nuts
-i dont sit with my legs closed >.<

Three things that make you stereotypically a girl:
-i put make up (only during performances)
-i wore a dress (ONCE during prom)
-i like cute sutff o.o

Three people that you would like see take this quiz too:
-ALYBA
-ALVIE
-and anyone who's interested heh.

2008-11-14T06:44:00.000-08:00

had sch today...was quite fun! got to watch a movie for geog...the movie was quite nice but the movement of the movie made me giddy cuz it was very shaky >.< hahahaha!!! but watching a movie for a geog lecture is damn rare!! XD glad i went to sch today XDXD

after that went to eat sakae buffet...hahaha managed to finish 12 dishes!!! (counting the mochi) my stomach felt like bursting after that la i swear...-.- but it was damn damn damn nice!!!! didnt regret at all...wooohooo ALL THE STARVING HELPED!! XD although i was already starting to get full at my 6th dish o.o the fried maki is the culprit!! i only ate 2 and it's so filling >.< by the time we reach the mochi my stomach was dying >.< hahaha!! but the chawamushi is damn nice!!!!!
i wanna eat more of it...T.T went to eat with xioa hui n nicole n joan!! XD xioa hui ordered dunno how many plates of raw salmon n in the end have to go to toilet alot o.o HAHAHAHA!! see la eat so much raw food la! hahahaha!! me n nicole ate almost e same number of dishes...aiya but nicole skinnier can afford to eat more HAHA! n joan is like our da jie keep ordering e food for us n helping us call the ppl o.o

I WILL GO THR AGAIN YES I WILL!!! den i'll upgrade my dishes to 15 XD hahaha!!!

muz go jogging to loose the weight tho o.o

zer came over to my house to watch the shutter!!! haha cuz i met her in subway to eat dinner ( i didnt eat juz watched her eat cuz i was still full frm the buffet) so decided to come to my house to watch movie ((: HAHA but she chose THE SHUTTER la i was lyk, WTH? i tot she wanted to watch a HAPPY SHOW one...hahaha!!! in the end she made me very paranoid n scared throughout the whole show and we were clutching MY pillows so tightly it's out of shape now la -.-' HAHHAHAA but it was damn fun cuz at this very unsuspecting part zer SCREAMED la hahahha!!! den was quite funny o.o ok sorry zer i kept laughing at u couldnt help it >.< den she used the cookie bag/pillow to cover her face o.o lyk, she took 5 pillows can!!! n i'm only left with a miserable 1...HAHHAHA!! but overall it was fun (((:

we should do this more often! lyk, have a horrothon or smthn! XDXD

hahahhaa!!

christmas carolling!

2008-11-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

haha today was quite an enjoyable day as I FINALLY GOT MY VOICE BACK!!! XDXD haha! was so worried bout my voice esp when i'm a sop 1...argh the high notes are seriously killing mah voice...o.o

haha got to know another person from carollnig named godwin...which is quite cool cuz i tot only the mj godwin has the name 'godwin' EH mj godwin! not bad eh got someone with your name HAHA! both godwins look lyk the same type tho...haha spikey hair and stuff o.o

ok i'm not used to ppl calling the carolling person godwin cuz i'll keep thinking of the mj one -.- haha but thanks for the appl tea anw it sorta works (:

today's carolling had the 'xiao hai zi' (sec sch ppl) vs the 'lao lao' (JC and vocal consort ppl) seriously nver felt so old in mah life T.T haha! but the juniors were quite good...haha didnt rly hear the lao laos cuz i was one of em and was alr freaking out -.- yeap...but the carolling sessions were fun (: rly enjoyed em (: and was kena suanned by the conductor cuz of mah height -.-' yes i noe i'm AMAZINGLY short ok....until i'm stuck in 1st row all my life -.-

haha! i went to celebrate my cousin's b'dae!!

HAPPY B'DAE EDWINN!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! yea really enjoyed myself even tho it only lasted 2 hrs cuz i was late -.- haha! but it was rly fun yea! you're 21 now!!! old liao!! muz take care of everyone arnd you kay! haha! XD hope you like my presents! XD

ARGH I&R's killing me....AND I HAVE OP ON TUESDAY!!!!! GONNA DIE!!! T.T

shall go do stuff to distress myself now XD

2008-10-31T06:16:00.000-07:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 "scream"

The day door is closed,
The echo's fill your soul.
They wont say which way to go,
Just trust your heart.

To find what you're here for,
Open another door.
I'm not sure anymore.
It's just so hard.

The voices in my head,
Tell me they know best!
Got me on the edge,
they're pushin', pushin',
they're pushin'

I know they got a plan,
While the balls in my hands!
This time its man-to-man,
I'm droppin', fightin', its time too.

Whole worlds upside down,
What do I do now? Cause I choke!

I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!

I'm kickin' down the walls.
I gotta make 'em fall!
Just break through them all!
I'm pushin', crashin', I'm gonna
Fight to find myself,
Me and no one else!
Which way I get down, pushin',
Searchin', can't find a
Road that I should take,
I should, tomorrow left us!
Like nothing works without you!

I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!

Yeah we're cooks, running down,
hear the crowd gettin' loud!
I'm consumed by the sound!
Is it hurt? Is it love?
Has it ever been enough?
Gotta work it out, gotta work it out!
You can do it, you can do it!

I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I'm gonna Scream!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!

I don't know, where to go, what's the right team?
I want my own thing. I want my own thing!
I can't choose, so confused! What's it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream!

ahaha i dunno why i'm addicted to this song...haha never really liked hsm...ok la not hate la but juz not rly my type...but the show's not bad la...songs are nice! XD

zer muz be so happy to see this la she's peaNUTS about HSM o.o

this song speaks for lotsa ppl! haha especially when you gotta make difficult choices in your life and when you're so confused bout everything (:

ahh well...the emo things in life o.o

i'm gettin quite scared for PW!!!! it's nxt tues! AND I DUN EVEN FEEL PREPARED!!! T.T

wad's the fricking point of PW...it juz makes our lives more miserable T.T

haish nvm!! thr are lotsa other things which i still love in mah life XD

very lazy to blog long posts nowadays T.T haha lyk, nothing much happened in mah life...

except tt i got addicted to kurosagi!!! omg it's the only drama i got addicted to since liar game o.o

kk shall go watch it nw XD

2008-10-28T21:00:00.000-07:00

JUZ REALISED TT ONE OF MY CLOSER FRIEND IN MY CLASS IS NOT STAYING IN MJC!!!!!!! ARGH NOOOOOOO! T.T

feel lyk kicking something...

T.T

no mood to study chinese.

2008-10-28T20:29:00.000-07:00

tmr's chinese A lvls!!! ARGH A LVLS!!!! cant believe it...*stressed*

suddenly feel v emo...it's lyk, nxt yr may nt be seeing some ppl...den will miss em quite badly T.T WALAO for once i may acctually dislike my sch...hahaha...for deciding things liddat...T.T

WAAAAAAHHHHHHH ZER IF YOU GO POLY WHO WILL GO SCH WITH MEEEE!!! WHO WILL CRAP WITH US?!?! T.T omggg...NO DUN GO ZERR!!! T.T our souls nid youu!! T____________T without the noisiness it's lyk...v empty o.o hahaha!! ok i have this feeling tt i'm building up on zer's already exploding ego ._. hahahahaha!!!

gonna miss aamilah soso much too...cannot study tgt in the library tgt anymore...cannot crap during lesson time anymore...T.T cannot suan our gp teacher tgt anymore...>.< ahh at least you're not the gp rep anymore! heh :D

ARGHHHH today's an emo day cuz i'm not feeling well and i cant go to sch...my voice sounds so horrible now i sound lyk some undead creature o.o

CHINESE IS TMR!!!! omg damn scared kk shall go attempt to mug now.

2008-10-26T21:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!! XD

siann today cannot go out T.T nvm la stay at home n study chinese! at the same time can psp XD

i'm obsessed with this toy chicken o.o argh i wanna go buy!! >.< haha gonna buy with alvie n alyba XD

alyba came over to my house for a slpover on sat! so cool ritee haha!! altho we sianned from 12 am to 2 am playing weird games and attempting to watch kurosaki -.- haha in the end cannot tahan...kept watching the big beer ad o.o DAMN funny omg if only shi hua could watch it omg she'll laugh her head off la...haha!

the sleepover was quite fun though! haha did abit of chinese o.o watched stuff...played...haha!! yea we shld have sleepovers more often! XD

ystd had choir...with the christmas carol grp. now the whole choir's so big la 100+ ppl strong o.o omg...first time being in a choir where there're more guys o.o ARGH must start memorising lyrics alr...>.< nxt week is the day where mr kweh will pick out ppl to sing! lyk, schools to sing one by one...*is stressed* T.T

ARGH stressed bout chinese and PW too o.o

2008-10-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

OMG THIS IS FRIGGIN SPOOKY!!!!! i think my frequency with alyba is damn accurate we can rly be soulmates lah wth!!!

cuz i got addicted to this song tt zerlina told me abt...love story by taylor swift...and now i keep listening to it...AND GUESS WAD?!?!?!? WHILE I WAS LISTENING TO IT I VISITED ALYBA'S BLOG AND SHE LIKED TT SONG TOO!!! lyk, the lryics were there la!!! AND I WAS LISTENING TO IT CAN?!?!?!? ALYBA YOU SUCKER LA WHY ALWAYS SAMNE FREQUENCY WAN!!! wah lao mayb nxt time get married on the same day ah...hahaha!!! damn sucker so it's so scary...haha ok some of pH's randomness...

anw juz had PW FOR 8 FRIGGING HOURS!!! AND I'M STILL TOUCHING UP ON WR!!! WAD'S THIS?!?!?!??! T__________________T

argh cannot play my patapon in peace...hahaha!!! and i've yet to complete crisis core la wad's this...so long liao...DIEEEEEEE T.T

ok aft my exams i'm gonna hard core psp XD

haix....eyebags are growing in size...T.T

2008-10-15T09:36:00.000-07:00

walao eh hate pw!!! argh my eyebagsss.... T.T

been emo again these few days o.o PW blues...heh...pls can i have my life back now...i think i wouldnt mind being an ant for a day...T.T

ARGH MY EYES....

been feeling worried for alot of things lately...for other ppl, for my PW, for my A lvls...alot of stuff...and this nagging irritating feeling i have on this super complicated web of some weird thingy...haha ok nvm it sounds lyk broken english -.-

to a certain friend out there : DONT BE DISCOURAGED YEA!!! stay strong...being in tt situation now does not mean anything yet! FIGHT ON!!! we all believe in you n tt you will make it!! we'ra ll in this together yea!!! WE'RE ALL IN THIS TGT~~

HAHA!!! so dun feel sad or emo or anything!! GO ON!!! you can do it de juz stay strong XD

haha been thinking bout the thingymajingy tt's getting complicated...if i'll juz giv up mayb my life would be so much happier...haha! ok pei hsin shall not think bout it XD anw i have so many other distractions!!! lyk PW T.T AND KUROSHITSUJI!! XDXDXD my new lovessXDXD

k hafta go do friggin PW nw...T.T

2008-10-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

tmr's JUBILEE DAY!!! ahahahaha cant wait XDXD meeting some ppl early to go have lunch...den go perform!!!
XD

PATAPON IS GETTING CRAZY I CANT RMB THE RHYTHM!!! T.T

SUCCCKS!!!!!! life's freaking complicated n it sucks T.T

argh!!!! WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY...

shall go back to my emo cloud now...o.o

NONO shall go back to becoming a PSP freak!!! so i wont b so emo XDXD

kk cyall soon, world!! XD

2008-10-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

ppl can you juz make my tag board livelier by tagging on it!!! i realise so many ppl actually bothered to read my blog but dun bother to tag T.T now my tag board's dead la...can see all the dust bunnies floatin arnd it...T.T

toccata is now my new lovee!!! AHHHHHHH i cant get rid of it in my head T.T
ok shall go back to emo bout WR...

SO I CAN PLAY PATAPON LATER!!!

cant wait for this saturday XD hahahaha!!! gonna perform at raffles hotel!!! XDXD

ahahaha!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

PW SHOULD JUZ CRASH AND BURN AND DIE!!!!! T___________T

2008-10-06T05:50:00.001-07:00

I'VE REGAIN MY LOVE FOR PATAPON!!!! thanks to zerlina >.< AHHH THE MIRACLES ARE DAMN COOL!!! hahahaha!!!! and i can finally go on with it XD YAYY MUAHAHAHAHHAAH I CAN FINALLY CREATE MORE OF MY BELOVED BELOVED PATAPONSSS!!! XDXD

i'm gonna get loco roco!!! soon...heh! XD

ok it's the results gloom now...

the world is in an emo state!!!!

ok at least i am T.T

2008-10-05T05:59:00.001-07:00

promos are over!!!!

but i havent got back my results yet.
so tt means emo life havent over T.T

i love steven cravis's piano pieces!!! dunno why >.< i'm lyk , addicted...ARGH I SHALL TRY TO FIND ALL THE SCORES AND MASTER EM!!! one day o.o

OMG DAMN SCARED TMR'S RESULTS DAYY!!!! T_______________T

had choir practice today...but it wasnt w mj it was with a combination of schools and the vocal consort...OMG felt so intimidated can...the ppl thr were damn damn damn good >.< haha but it was kinda fun! and we learnt 6 songs in 2 hours -.- haha smthn i nvr did before o.o

ARGH damn tired...and i have so much things to do T.T

and my dad's watching the island behind me -.- and the sounds are v distracting o.o

shall go watch for a while XD

2008-09-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

i'm using edwin's laptop to blog now!!! wahahaha so cool i nvr use laptop to blog before!!! haha actually i nvr rly use laptop before >.<

wah so sian...everyone's chionging their EOMs...while i'm juz rotting at one side waiting for them to finish...>.< ARGH the whole library has this mugger atmosphere....and i'm nt mugging!!!! *sian* ahaahaha....tired la dun feel lyk mugging at all...

because of the ~~stupid idiot~~ alyba, i'm now addicted to steven cravis sings!!! I CANT STUDY WITHOUT EM!!!!!!!!!! T.T it's so soothing and nice...HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! xD

I WANNA CREATE A BONFIRE AND BURN MY PROMOS AWAY!!!!!!!
please juz leave me alone alr...i'm sianified beyond hope...

the laptop keys v nice to play with XD when you type it sort of rebounds on your hand...UBER COOL!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant wait to get one in uni!!!!!! XDXD omggg....i'm supposed to be MUGGING...but got no mood alr...T_____________T

OMG i think the J2s r going for their nxt prelim exams...gd luck to them!!! ARGH i cant imagine how i'll be like...ONE MORE YEAR...it's 87129873281798821978 times worse than O levels can...T.T haha...oh wells...gotta go attempt to mug..

2008-08-25T07:09:00.000-07:00

>.< my eyeballs are itchy!!!! but i cant scratch em n i keep rubbing em AND NOW THEY'RE TURNING RED!!!! T____- (my face) hahahahaha....

AFTER MY A LVLS I SWEAR I'M GONNA MAKE A BONFIRE OUT OF MY NOTES!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA THE JOY OF SEEING EM BURN UP TO NOTHINGNESS!!!! OHO I CANT WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

*goes into crazed mugger mode*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT CHICKEN ESSENCE + 10 BUCKETS OF COFFEE!!! gonna kill myself by attempting to stay awake the entire night....but i wont even survive half of it -.-

ahhh!!!! an ant juz crawled over my paper....

omg

this is how boring my life is...ant crawl over paper also must blog about....

T.T

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO why cant i be born an ant so i dun have to suffer from all this human stress thingy!!!!

o.o

...

...

actually no la i dun wanna be an ant my life'll be damn short and i wont know when i'll be squished by anything...

ARGH. curse that stupid ant WALAO make me loose my train of concentration...thoughts...o.o

ahhh
ahhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

haha

screwed up POS.

2008-08-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

HOW TO GET PROMOTED?!?!!? HOWHOWHOWOHWOHW?!?!?!?

omg by the time promos are over my eye bags will be turning purple....T________T

SHALL GO SEARCH FOR FUNNY SUTFFS TO CHEER MYSELF UP!!! i needa good laugh >.<

2008-08-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

for the first time, i actually felt semi-good after a maths test o.o haha! dunno if can pass anot but it feels better than any maths test i've ever done >.< thanks to the crash course i had ystd!!! which include reading my maths notes n trying to multi-task n watch the opening ceremony for the olympics...IT'S DAMN GOOD OKAY OMG IT'S THE BEST DAMN OLYMPICS I'VE EVER WATCHED K SO PROUD OF CHINA XD haha nearly cried cuz the whole thing was just too grand n pei hsin couldnt control her overflowing emotions -.-

haha was felling pretty bad these few days...PROMOS ARE COMING TO EAT MY SOUL UP!!!! SLEEP IS NOW A LUXURY GOOD!!!! who's gonna save me!? WHO WHO WHO?!

myself la. duh. -.-

haha but i just dont have the motivation...ARGH...haha..

but seriously, my life in JC is still bearable...especially with great, hip, cool, uderstanding friends who support me all the way!!! THANK YOU!!! haha i know our friendship is priceless k definitely more than a bus XD BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD BY MISSING IT LA!!!! WAH RAO. haha...YOU LA!!! go do weird things to me...den make me do weird stuff too...XHV LA YOU!!! haha!! but yea i really appreciated it...rly helped me think differently and accept myself more...haha...

I'M GAN DONG OK! SEE LA NOW EVEN THE SNACK STALL AUNTIE RECOGNISE ME ALR!!! pasir ris interchange is such a dangerous place -.- haha!!! *teary eyed* I LUV YOU OK. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND. XD

haha but for all that you've done for me, i'm really grateful!!! haha thanks for being thr when i needed it...(altho it was ur weird action tt started it -.-) haha but i was able to puke it all out...which was good (i think) o.o HAHA!!!

yea n also thank you for sacrificing yr precious study time to accompany me home T.T i noe u were lyk damn kan chiong spider la...tho you were rushing to study n dying n tired n all that, you still pei wo hui jia...haha damn gan dong la...OMG STOP MAKING ME FEEL GUILTY ALR!!!!! T_________T you nunu la...haha! hate you la! *teary eyed* actually talknig abt two diff ppl la but yea...haha...thanks for everything ok....i wont let you all down!!!

and i will work super extra hard to pass my subjects!!! (esp maths if not someone will have my head T.T)

haha shocked myself with what i did at the traffic light o.o haha...but was rly gan dong k!!! it was just the overflowing emotions (again) o.o

AND CAN THE XHV PERSON STOP FANTASIZING ALR HAHA i know this sounds wrong.

oh well...pei hsin's in a cranky mood. haha. hahahaha.

shall go kill eom now.

2008-08-06T08:10:00.000-07:00

JC life's screwed up man...just had this very worrying talk this morning in school...OMG I'M DAMN WORRIED NOW!!!! must stop procrastinating and really really sit down to study...T.T

so damn pissed at myself
what happened to my best subject?!
it's lyk, the fricking worst subject now.

wth...oh man what is happening to me...
my brains...
T_______________T

gotta work hard from now onwards...dun wanna get advanced i want a promotion.

and i want to revive my best subject. i'm gonna get it right this time.

COFFEE IS NOW MY BEST FRIEND!!! XDXD

2008-07-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

omg today's the saddest and the happiest b'dae of my life >.< saddest cuz i had meet the parents....which wasnt so bad for me la but some ppl kinda got into trouble >.< haha but overall today was really a v happy b'dae for me XDXD

had dragonboat in the morning....haha abu n bahiah n serene n cynthis they all sang b'dae song for me (was kinda maluating) but it was nice!! XD haha dragonboating was really fun!!! yea it's all about the inportance of teamwork and sutff...and we learnt how to coordinate well with ppl...and made alot of new friends!!! XD haha...was paddling halfway when abu told everyone on my boat to sing b'dae song...haha den the four diff language thing popped out again...omg was damn touched la!!! haha n Jr frm another boat kept shouting happy b'dae T.T now the whole world knows alr T.T haha but overall it was nice...altho this didnt include the time where i attempted to splash water at another boat and whacked my head with the paddle...omg baluku going to grow out tmr T_______________T

haha DEN came meet the parents...MS SIM RMB MY B'DAE!!!!!!! OMG MISS SIM I LUV YOU!!!!!! haha yea she was kinda inspiring n it ispired me to work extra hard for my promos...i was damn relieved to have miss sim back la seriously >.< it's lyk this weight is being lifted...T.T

was damn tired when i finall ywent home...took bath...wanted to slp...but jelly told me she was coming over...haha cuz usually when jelly comes over we'll emo with the comp n talk...at least that was how i was expecting to spend the rest of my b'dae...BUT NO....tt girl decided to surprise me again o.o haha so when she called n asked me to open the door, i saw xioa hui standing in front of me holding a b'dae cake (brownie i mean o.o) haha with those candles tt never go out...wah pinag blow 5 times still relight can?!?!!? haha!!! nvm exercise diaphragm XDXD
haha...so as usual they sang...and we ate the brownie...and then they decided to go out >.<

so i aske dthem if anyone else was coming cuz i tot lyk since e two of em den can go w my family to eat dinner or smthn...den they told me zer and SANDY'S coming o.o (haha obviously the SANDY wasnt sandy the real sandy couldn't make it) haha...it was actually jude la...but i seriously tot it was sandy can...haha...ok my third surprise in this day? o.o haha! so we kinda went off to eat at TM (cuz zer cannot go city hall T.T) yea ate at ajisan...where they treated me to this ramen which is quite nice XDXD omg feel so xing tong for them can T.T

haha they gave me this gigantic milk bottle thingy with lots of marshmellow inside.... and notes la...haha(OK WAD IS UP WITH TT I'M NOT THAT YOUNG K >.<) haha n a jester hat which they asked me to wear -.- along with a pair of slippers cuz my old ones r dying n worn off >.< OMG WAS SO GAN DONG LAAAAAAA!!!!!! THIS IS LYK, ONE OF THE HAPPIEST B'DAE I EVER HAD!!!!!! thank you for taking time off juz to celebrate it i really really appreciate it >.< thank you everyone who smsed me to wish me n all who wanted to celebrate on 25th but couldnt cuz i was sick T.T PEI HSIN LOVES ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!! seriously didnt expect so many things to happen on my b'dae T.T GAN DONG ALR OMG I FEEL LYK CRYINGGGGGG *tears of gratefulness*

haha ok i feel lyk i'm over reacting >.<

ANW, TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND EVERYONE, THANK YOU!!!!! *HUGS* PEI HSIN WILL TREASURE THIS DAY FOREVER AND EVER!!! XDXD

hey cheer up k! i noe tt u have alot of problems and tt you're v stressed by everything's tt's happening to you, but juz wanna let you know tt no matter wad happens, you'll always have a group of friends standing together with you, supporting you all the way!!! dont be so sad anymore k if anything happens u can always confide in us and let it off your mind...everyone's really caring for you so if you need any help or anything, we'll definitely be there for you!!! I LOVE YOU!!! you're lyk, one of the greatest friend i've ever had XD stay happy n bubbly k!! *hugs* XDXD

2008-07-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

OMG I'M SO GAN DONG LA!!!!! THANK YOU JELLY N ZER N FALALA N Jr N GODWINNNN n 08A201!!!!! T_____________T

i nvr go sch today cuz i'm having rather bad stomach aches and had to use the toilet alot...so...yea didnt wanna go sch...

den my mum ask me DIEDIE muz go for tuition so i had to drag my sorry ass ALL the way to balestier (WHY IS IT SO FAR AWAY?!?!?) ALONE....and the whole lsn i didnt know anybody cuz they were all sec 3s...and alyba n alvie didnt come cuz they alr had theirs last saturday...so i had to suffer ALONE in class w all the alienic ppl...ALONE....

ok why do i make myself sound so lonely o.o

haha yea anw...was having chi tuition halfway when Jr called me n asked if i ws ok n if i was at home...i didnt rly suspect anything la cuz i was in the midst of tuition and i wasnt rly thinking much T.T suddenly got alot of ppl call me during tuition dunno why...haha!

anw yea was on the way home when jelly called me n told me she was emo...lyk she make it sound so real la!!!! I TOT SOMETHING BAD REALLY HAPPENED K!!!!!!! T.T so i was rushin home den i saw a bunch of meridians at the void deck (i was thinking that they were mad to be at my void deck o.o) and den i saw this godwin-like creature (turns out it actually WAS godwin -.-) and then jelly n zer...at first i tot they were doing PW at my void deck (lyk who the hell in their right minds would do that -.-) haha anw...Jr n falala suddenly popped out of nowhere!! and then they said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI HSIN!!!" OMG I WAS DAMN SHOCKED CAN!!!!!! haha i was stunned on the spot la so didnt expect this to happen!!!!!!!! T__________T
the starbucks muffin w e candle is so cute la omg it shall be my breakfast tmr *drools* XDXD
haha they started to sing b'dae songs in all sorts of language la...even did a canon and an A capella o.o I WAS SO DAMN OTUCHED KAY?!?!?!? THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! T.T

haha invited them all up to house to talk n cam whore abit...my parents were damn overwhelmed la haha lyk why got so many ppl suddenly pop out -.-

my class so sweet!!!! they gave me this box with all the messages written inside...THANK YOU 08A201!!!!!! i'll treasure this box n everything in it XDXD I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! haha even tho u celebrated in advance i still appreciate it alotalotalot!!!!!! <33 I LOVE Y'ALL!!! XDXD

2008-07-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

there are many things which i dont understand in my life.

like, WHY THE HELL AM I WATCHING THIS CHEENA SHOW TT MY DAD'S WATCHING NOW?!?!?!? it's abt this weirdo trying to teach us values and enlighten us about the ways of life in those chim chim tounge twister-ish words....

he juz changed the channel for a split second and my hopes were going up!!!! BUT WHY MUST HE SWITCH IT BACK?!?!??! WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY!!!!!!!! argggggggggggh going bonkerssssssss T__________T

alvina's games room is freaking scary. muahahaha. especially when i'm in it makin weird noises XD

ORGHHHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*pulls out a few strands of hair*

I WANT TO SQUASH SOMETHING!!!!!!! XDXD

shall go (attempt) to mug. or rather, ATTEMPT to attempt to mug >.<

2008-07-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

ARRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MEET THE PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE BEHEAD ME NOW!!!!!NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW!!!!!!! T_____________T

i will not live to see the morrow sun T.T

tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow, creeps in this petty pace o.o haha ok why am i sprouting lit nonsense....ARGH WHY DID I TAKE CHEM!?!?!?!?! *bangs head on the wall* OMG CHEM IS THE !@#*!@)#!@#*-IEST SUBJECT EVER!!!!! T.T

YARGH!!!!!!! I SHALL STUDY HARDER!!!! YES I WILL!!!! bu nen gu fu ren jia de qi wang >.<

THANKS FOR BEING MY PERSONAL TUTOR K!!!!!! omg now i feel quite stressed haha got standard to live up to T.T OHMAN!!!!! yes pei hsin shall work hard n not ppl's efforts go to waste xD

HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!! I AM NOW GONNA ATTEMPT MY VECTORS 3!!!!

omg turning into a mug monster T.T

2008-07-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOMEBODY PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME ABOUT EOM!!!!!!!! T________________T

i've been listening to depressing holy ochestra music lately...OMG...am i turning suicidal......

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO muz change my music genre >.< it's becoming too holy for my own good....

2008-07-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Oh yeah

You're the remedy I'm searchin' hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you it will be alright

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

Been feeling lost
Cant find the words to say
Spendin' all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Oh next to you, and you next to me
Ohh...
I need to find you
Yeah

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (yeah)
Your the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you(I gotta find you)

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (I gotta find you)
Your the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Yeaeaahhh
I gotta find you...

ZERLINA!! all your fault la now i listen to this song for lyk 198091378092734019287 times....>.<

it's a nice song tho!!!! haha the tune's damn nice XDXD

yea pei hsin's beginning to see some rays of light...haha i'm nt as stressed la altho there's still remnents of emo-ness in me >.< ok la i'm not emo...maybe juz abit frustrated...haha!

BUT PEI HSIN'S BACK TO NORMAL!!!! AND I WANNA KEEP IT THIS WAY!!! XDXD yea work hard for promos!!!! MUAHAHAHAHHA!!!! where's my chicken essence?! four cups of coffee a day YEA!!! XDXD haha i sound lyk a mug monster tt's addicted to caffine >.<

I WANT A GUA OUTING!!!! HURRY COME UP WITH ONE BEFORE I BISH YOU ALL!!!!! XDXD

2008-07-08T07:00:00.000-07:00

Whenever i step outside, somebody claims to see the light
It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience.
'cause everyone thinks they're right,
And nobody thinks that there just might
Be more than one road to our final destination

But i'm not ever going to know if i'm right or wrong
'cause we're all going in the same direction
And i'm not sure which way to go because all along
We've been going in the same direction

I'm tired of playing games, of looking for someone else to blame
For all the holes in answers that are clearly showing
For something to fill the space, was all of the time i spent a waste
'cause so many choices point the same way i was going.....

So why does there only have to be one correct philosophy?
I don't want to go and follow you just to end up like one of them
And why are you always telling me what you want me to believe?
I'd like to think that i can go my own way and meet you in the end.

But i'm not ever going to know..........

ARGH....promos are scarily near...and i'm nt doing anything....

WAD THE HELL'S HAPPENEING TO ME?!?!? it's so damn stupid...i'm supposed to be fricking out over my horrible marks and here i am not feeling stressed...i'm stressed cuz i'm not stressed...what sense doe that make...

i feel lyk i'm feeling happy cuz i was forced to...haha...lyk, it's not right to be unhappy? i dunno...i dunno wad r my feelings now T.T

haha...ok this is one of peihsin's blue days where she grows mushrooms in the corner and emo by herself >.<

2008-07-06T20:45:00.000-07:00

today's a slack dayyyy!!!! was supposed to stay at home and MUG...and i'm so not mugging T.T

i realised that most of the songs i listen to are the damn angsty kind...omg am i turning into an angsty kid...>.< NOOOOOOOOO i wanna be a happy kiddo!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA...

anw...gonna go out with zer...she wants to go to hokkaido fair...BUT I DUN WANNA GET STEPPED ON!!!!! T.T the crowd ystd was horrifying enough T.T

ahahaha...my drive for mugging has completely vanished T.T

2008-07-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

ARGH here i come, my beloved straight 'U's...T.T I CANT BELIEVE IT i was so damn fricking cloe to passing gp...lyk, 0.00000000000000000000001 pts....T.T

life sucks...i'm so gonna turn into an outright geek...i get relieved when i dun get single digits even thought it's a U....WAD AM I TURNING INTO?!?!??! WHY AM I HAPPY WITH JUST A U GRADE?!?!?!!? the worst thing is i dun even feel emo or urgent after knowing my results...omg wad am i turning into?!?!?! i'm pissed at myself T.T

yes i need some kind of remedy...mayb i shld get zeros for everything so i can knock some senses into myself? O.o NO ok that so wont happen >.<

YES I WILL WORK HARD TOWARDS A BRIGHTER FUTURE!!! *imitates gai sensei* hAHAHAHAHA THE YOUTHFUL VIGOUR!!! XDXD

ok...i'm getting this burst of mixed emotions....hahahaahahahaha!!!!!! i cant stop laughing!!!!! XDXD XDXD I MISS MY SENIORS!!!! T.T

HAVE FUN!!!! those going to all the LTCs XDXD
ARGH i'm FRIGGING HAPPY AND SAD AND PISSED!!!! >:S

this is how fricking screwed i am.

2008-06-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
>.< THROW BANANA PRATA AT IM!! haha no la...dunno leh...b v pissed lor...o.O

2. if you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
GO TO OLOMOUC AGAIN WITH THE CHOIR!!!! and mayb random friends like alyba n alvie n falala n jolyn n sonia etcetc XD

3. what will your dream wedding be like?
uhh...in a high place amongst the clouds!!! ohoh and it must be floating and mobile!!! lyk an open air air-plane o.o ok tt's nt gonna happen...

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
kind of >.<

5. What's your ideal lover like?
must be funny and able to make me laugh!!! xD and must be able to understand my needs...haha the usual stuff la...

6.What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
i dunno leh both la. haha...you can love someone and be blessed to wad...o.o

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
>.< i dunno...when it comes it just comes la it's an unexpected thing...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i can do...NOTHING! haha throw banana pratas at him lor xD no la just b friends la haiyo make life so complicated...><

9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES. MYE...*AHEM*...JC life...*mutters mutters* O___O

10. Is being tagged fun?
haha...it forces me to blog? o.o

11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
10 times e amt of white hair i have now.

12. Who are the currenlty most imptortant people to you?
FAMILY!! FRIENDS!!! XDXD and everyone who helped me in my life xD

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
ALYBALYBALYBA!!!!! xD funny! makes me laugh lyk shite...haha! and a v good friend XD

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
it depends XD

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
crawl back to slp >.<

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i'll give alot but not all

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
it wont happen la...but...if it were to happen den i muz see the situation and make a decision lor...haha!

18. What type of friends do you like?
CRAPPY PPL!!! haha crazy ppl who make me laugh XD

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
haha...i shall not ans that qns (:

shall not tag anyone...i lazy!!! >.<

YSTD WAS DAMN FUN!!!! XDXD went to heartland mall to find alyba and alvie!!!! we ate dinner at heartland mall...WAS DAMN NICE LA I MISS EM SO MUCH!!!! tho i see em every weekend during chi tuition...haha!

DEN!!! WE WENT TO ALVIE'S HOUSE FOR K-BOXING!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH even her mum joined in! haha! was damn fun la...hope we can do this kinda stuff more often XD I MISS ALL OF THEM LA!!!! WTH!!!! T.T i cry alr....

DUN CARE MUST HAVE GUA OUTING K!!!! miss u all loads >.<

2008-06-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

ARGH my mid years are already dead...haha...lost my drive to study...all the motivation's gone to lalaland...ARGH GIVE ME BACK MY PASSION TO STUDY FROM O LEVELS!!!! I NEED IT BADLY!!!! T.T

haha juz realised that people usually sound v different when they blog and when they behave in real life...haha...mayb it's easier to express your emo side on blogs? o.o i dunno blogger is a v complicated tool...haha...

it was really great to have everyone back...haha was so afraid i'll end up breaking down...which i almost did...haha...the feelings and everything...i've never felt like that for so long...I JUST MISS IT LA DAMMIT!!!!! y must it happen this way...T.T HOOS.

I REALLY REALLY MISS MOST OF THE GUAS!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!! rmb the first time when i met them by chance in the foodcourt i broke down in front of so many ppl T.T walao damn malu but i cant help it!!! it's lyk, i never see them for so long...i miss them so much...den got alot of stress in JC and we juz couldnt find the time to meet up together...so when i met them by chance it was lyk, OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!! T.T haha...really miss all the crap, the punching, the laming, the LAUGHING...we were always supporting each other last year during Os...we had so much complications...but we still went through it and stayed strong...i'm really damn lucky to get to know you guys...I WANNA SEE YOU ALL!!!! i wan to spend more time with you all I MISS YOU!!! DAMMIT OK WHY DOES PH SOUND SO CHEESY ALL OF A SUDDEN?! OMG this is so not me...o.o

haha...i feel bad for ignoring my parents juz nw...dunno y i'm so quiet and emo at home these few days...trying to be happy is getting harder and harder...wad if one day i cant control myself anymore and juz explode at everyone...heh. that would be damn rare....ohman i'm not even in JC2 and i'm already panicking so bad...haha...JC life is worse than expected man...

lucky i still have things to cheer myself up...if not i'll be growing mushrooms and building hamster holes in the corner o.o

haha...oh wells...wad an emo post...shall attempt to mug now...T.T

2008-06-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

finally blogging after a long long time~! juz came back from olomouc last tuesday xDxD

yea cuz my monitor spoilt so i wasnt online for the past 2 days...omg feel lyk deprvied shyte >.<

HAH but now i have a new monitor!!!! better not screw it up...haha...

MJ CHOIR WON TWO GOLD MEDALS AND CATEGORY CHAMPION FOR ONE OF THE CATEGORIES!!!! omgomg DAMN HAPPY LA!!!! and we're the overall 2nd and NATIONAL 1ST!!!! XDXD haha cant stop grinning....OMGOMG!!!! I MISS OLOMOUC TRIP!!!!! it was where i got to know more ppl and bonded with them through *ahem ahem* stuff...haha...yea but the whole trip was super fun with all the seniors and everyone...i'll really miss the seniors la!!!! now's lyk really all the seniors are leaving....T.T

-emo-

but i rly wont forget the times where all of us were celebrating tgt juz after the competition was over!! haha we were lyk, so damn high! and we sang the school song damn zao xia and un-choir-ishly but WHO CARES MJ WON 2ND!!!!! it was damn good tt we even made it as far as the grand finals alr la haha! after the whole thing ended i tink we sort of went crazy and went drunk and started doing all the house cheers and mj medley!! haha ok we're really crazy ppl...got some weird drunk ang mo ppl also joined in can?! they were abit....scary o.o

walao but i damn pissed...say got no curfew den let us party the night away if we make little noise...wad crap in the end also kena chased away...>.<

haha but yea everyting was just damn memorable la...i get to bond with so many ppl...going from room to room....hearing stuff bout *ahem* haha...YEA LA!!!!! it made me forget about all my worries and MID YEARS!!!!!!! ARGH BLOODY MID YEARS RUINING MY LIFE!!!!!! T.T

haha shall never never forget about the olomouc trip....it's rly the one of the best times i've ever had in my life...sharing a room with jelly....talking to her in the middle of the night when we're supposed to b sleeping o.o haha oops....yea and hearing her snore...HHAHA!!!

and xioahui burps twice as much o.o cuz the coke thr v gassy!!! haha....was very fun walking arnd and exploring the place....took alotalot of photos!!!! i luv all the emo pictures we took in the park! CUZ GOT NICE PICTURES OF MEEEEEE!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!

*goes into zilian mode* o.o

omg nono i shall not be zilian o.o

haha yea...I STILL CANT BELIEVE WE GOT OVEALL 2nd and NATIONAL FIRST CAN!!!!! OMG...AND we're the first mj choir batch to travel this far AND win category champion AND be one of the 6 choirs to make it to the grand finals can!!!!wah piang haha i think the future batches all stressed up alr o.o

BUT!!! I RLYRLYRLYRLY LUV MJ CHOIR!!!! i'm gonna be so emo if i leave nxt yr can...huhu..

k la shall go b a good girl n mug >.<

for frigging mid-years
T.T

2008-06-02T20:20:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GOING TO OLOMOUC LATER!!!! XDXD haha!!!! damn excited!!! XD

WAHAHAHAHAHA slept at 3 am ystd...>.< cant seem to slp!!! o.O omg damn excited!!! haha! shall go and make sure everything's in my luggage for the millionth time >.<

haha i shall miss everyone here!!!! shall take many many photos!!! XD haha! and make u all jealous XDXD

YEA!!!! MJ CHOIR IS THE BEST!!! XD WE CAN DO THIS YEA! our batch shall be the one to leave a legacy XD

YEPYEP shall go worry about QM stuff >.<

2008-05-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

i realised tt i nvr blog abt the choir performance for aj! >.<

haha but overall i think it was a good performance!!!! XDXD at least we sounded better than me usually did! AND THANK YOU MIANG JOO, JIE RONG, ZHONG WEI, LYANA!!!!! for the sunflowerXDXD

WALAO haha xioahui STOP PESTERING ME TO BLOG!!!! i v lazy laaa T.T

WATCHED VAN HELSING YSTD!!!! omgomg damn cool XDXD haha!!!!

omgaaahhh OLOMOUC IN EIGHT DAYS!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!! i'm feeling stressed but excited...haha!!!

XD

ok....i rly dunno wad to blog about le >.<

go and read xh's stupid post abt the jelly it's damn lame haha!!! XDXD

kk shall go read smthn nw >.<

2008-05-22T09:48:00.000-07:00

haha cam-whoring!!! xD

our spastic faces!!!

us and our BELOVED SENIORS!!!! XDXD

I LIKE THE BACKGROUND'S DAMN COOL...wad's xioahui trying to do...haha!

CHOIR EXCO!!!! the ANCIENT and the MODERN! XD

haha n i realise i look 18273921873261926419864 times different than my usual look...muz b the wayang make-up o.o

E-LEARINING'S REALLY DAMN LAAAAAAMEEE T.T because so many ppl r using it the whole thing juz hanged on me la!!!!!! AND I SPECIALLY WENT TO XIOA HUI'S HOUSE TO DO MY E-LEARNING?!?!?!?!? WALAO!!!! *pissed* T.T

haha we got tired of waiting so we basically played the piano and drooled over DBSK...ok it's only xioahui drooling over them la...their dance mvts ARE DAMN FRICKING COOL!!!!! XDXD

playing duets on the piano is fun!!! me n xh were playing until our fingers cramp up la haha! but it was damn fun cuz we kept improvising the songs and elongating them haha...THE SONGS FROM SECRET WAS SO NICEEEEEEE i felt v shuang after playing it XD

met up with falala for lunch! cuz xh live near him so we asked him along...haha so yea basically the whole thing was damn crap la...but fun!!!! haha...WALAO stupid falala made us wait downstairs getting all stinky while he took a BATH CAN!!!!!!! WALAOOOOOO EH den make us feel so stinky haha! XD

OMG MJC WON THE SOCCER MATCH YSTD!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG SO HAPPY FOR THE SOCCER TEAM!!!!!!!!!! when the whole thing ended they sort of lyk collapsed on the floor with tears of happiness can!! ok la dunno if got tears anot but they were rolling arnd on the ground and hugging ppl o.o AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FELT SO GOOD DOING THE MJ MEDLEY AND SINGING THE SCHOOL SONG!!!!!! MJC RAWKS MY SOCKS CAN!!!!!!! SO WAD IF WE'RE YOUNG AND NEW HUH WE STILL GOT THE TALENT XDXD

ANDAND! DRAMA ALSO GOT GOLD FOR SYF!!!!!! omg so proud of all of them for bringing glory to the school...

but this also means tt the choir also hav to bring back smthn frm olomouc >< DUN WORRY WE CAN DO IT WE CAN!!!! XDXD

ystd was quite fun after the soccer match...me, jelly, xh, zer went to TM to eat w kehua (zer's friend from vj cuz he went to the match ystd too) haha was damn funny cuz we kept rubbing it in o.O but he had to elave early la...haha aft that we had long 'emo-ish' educational talks by zer which were damn meaningful cuz it made me think abt things in a different way...which is good XD haha...yea shld hav more of these kinda stuff...makes me feel more enlightened o.o

OMG CHRNO CRUSADE IS SO SADDDDDD I FEEL LYK CRYING OMEGAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH the ending's damn bittersweet la it's lyk a happy ending with abit of sadness in it T.T ARGH I HATE IT LA WHY CANT IT BE A THOROUGHLY HAPPY ENDINGGGGGGGG T_______________T

OHNO i'm losing my 'emotionless feeling' towards this kinda stuff...WHY OH WHY MUST IT BEGIN IN JC WHEN I ALR HAVE NO LIFEEEEE!!!!!!! i tink because of this i feel happy at every single little insignificant things that THEY DO TO ME!!!!ARGH....whywhywhywhyWHY!!!!!! T.T

cant stop thinking bout that incident which happened this week....OMG i rly damn gan dong-ed can?! I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT LA HOW CAN I BE SO EAILY SWAYED!!!!! i'm nt supposed to b liddat i'm turning into someone I DUN WANNA BEEEE!!!!!!! T______________T ohnoohnoohno why muz i fall on all the wrong places at the wrong time and with the wrong reasons!!!!!!!!! OK ZER!!! I'M NOT GETTING THE WRONG IDEA SO U DUN ANYHOW SAY AH!!! i still trying to adapt k!!!!! I'M GONNA GET USED TO IT AND NOT GET THE WRONG IDEAS!!!! YES pei hsin will not XD

2008-05-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH BACK-ON!!!! omg their songs r damn super cool =D yea reminds me of the good ol' days XD

OMG pleaseplease let the voice fairy bless me tmr!!!!!!!! T.T I REALLY WANT MY VOICE TO BE IN TOP CONDITION!!!! so please bless me n give me a good voice tmr!!!! T.T

damn scared i forget to bring smthn...gonna check my items for the fifth time T.T

OHHHHHHHHNOOOOOOOOOO

choir's lyk a superbly metal-straining CCA...imagine having to stand on the same spot perfecting yr pitch, notes, DYNAMICS, timing, breathing, expression, ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!!! argh!!!! haha nvm la gotta get used to it yea! XD

shall go do smthn else to divert my attn =D

GO CHOIR!!!! EAT MORE HONEY!!!! DRINK MORE PI PA GAO!!! XDXD

ALL THE BEST FOR TMR!!!! XD

2008-05-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

omg being v paranoid about gowns these days...haha so weird can it's only the first week n i'm semi-crazy o.o

nvm, pei hsin shall learn how to be a tougher person by being a sai kang warrior! WE CAN DO THIS TGT!!!! YEA!! XD

plsplsplsplsplspls LET ME GET MY VOICE BACK BY SUNDAY!!!! if not, my SIN SIN WILL DIE!!!!! along w sakura n shower....cantemus's not so bad cuz it's a semi-aggressive and grand kinda song...so i can blast at certain parts...but...shower....and sakura.....they're lyk.....driving my voice crazy T________T

why am i even in soprano one...the whole world says i have the 'alto' voice...budden again, yr speaking voice may b diff frm yr singing voice.....o.o

oh yea which reminds me of the choir days in tkgs....haha the lights in the mozart room damn lousy can?! tt time the sop 2s were singing in it (i was frm sop 2 then) N THE LIGHTS STARTED VIBRATING!!!!! we were singing halfway then the lights started to give this buzzing sound...AND THEN IT STARTED FLICKERING!!!!!! OMG!!!!! it's either our voices damn powerful or the lights r damn fricking lousy o.o

train more k!!! sooner or later the windows in the mozart room will start cracking xD

i juz realised how diff the sop 2 in jc is frm e sop 2 in tkgs...cuz las time we only hav altos n sops so the sop2's notes r acceptably high and some of them r rather low...lyk, abit close to alto 1 la...NOW, THE SOP1 NOTES R HORRENDOUSLY HIGH?!?!?!? lyk, for the ave maria, it's close to screaming point alr can...no wonder xioa hui talks in this super high pitched voice after she got transferreed from alto 2 (in sec sch) to sop 2 -.- notice the vast difference...

i tink we're gonna scare the audience away with cantemus...haha e front row ppl r singing it so forcefully i cant even hear my own voice la!!! and i'm alr blasting my lungs out -.-"'

for those who r going to the concert on sun, i may b v difficult to spot because 1st, i'm standing right at the side, and second, due to my height, i may b blocked by some ppl T.T SO SAD RIGHT they shld lyk, make an exception and give me a mini stool to stand on T.T

haha! but damn excited la MY FIRST EVER PERFORMANCE IN THE ESPLANADE!!! xD xD WE CAN DO THIS YO!!!!! xD

ok shall drown my sorrows in milo n prepare for a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day tmr T.T

GD NITE WORLD!! xD <33

~~cant seem to fake a smile~~

2008-05-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

choir com meeting today was so retarded can?! omg in the end we sidetracked so much la! me n xh laugh until stomach cramp o.o omg...this yr's exco's gonna be damn noisy can...>.< esp got a super lame sai kang warrior and a super hyper vp...omg...

super lame sai kang warrior + super hyper vp = super high pitched laughter (mostly dominated by super hyper vp) o.o

WHAT U WANNA BE A?

SAI KANG WARRIOR!

WHAT U WANNA BE A?!?!

SAI KANG WARRIOR!!! xD

haha....

i'm alr feeling e slight pressure of slavery...AND IT'S ONLY THE FIRST DAY!!!!!!! omg o.o O.O

went for Vj concert on mon...omg they're fricking good la!!! my goosebumps keep popping out T.T oh yea me n jelly wanted to buy flowers for debra...

me: excuse me, how much are these roses?

shop aunty: $15.

jelly: $15?

shop aunty: yes.

jelly: one stalk?

shop aunty: yes.

jelly: $15?! ONE STALK?!?!?!??!?!?!!?

shop aunty: yes. *gives irritated look*

O____________________o CRAZY MAN ONE FRICKING STALK $15!!!!! DEN ONE BOUQUET $100 plus alr la!!! o.o omg.....money suckers....

felt super dumb today...haha SO STUPID can omg pei hsin realises how stupid she can rly be T.T

today i was supposed to help nurin fill up her water bottle...so i happily walked towards the water cooler where i met Jr who bought an apple o.o

Jr: where u going?

me: i'm gonna fill up nurin's water bottle!!!
*walks towards the water cooler*

Jr: *follows*

me: *presses the water cooler button* EH HOW COME NO WATER COME OUT ONE!!!

Jr: it's ok u juz have to wait awhile for the water to come

me: really ah...orh...*tries pressing n waiting*

OMG SO STUPID CAN WHY DID I BELIEVE HIM!!! the water cooler's bl**dy spoilt T.T

HOW CAN I BE SO FRICKING STUPID?!?!?!??! OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!! T.T

ok end of pei hsin's stupidness...shall not degrade myself any further T.T

ARGH i'm DYING!!!!!!!! T.T

2008-05-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

i realise that after you get past a certain time u wont feel so sleepy anymore o.o

TMR'S GEOG TEST!!! ohno gonna flunk it lyk shyte...T.T as if i havent been flunking anything liddat but i dun wanna feel so lousy lehh!!!! at least juz let me pass one test T.T

jc is corrupting my life T.T pw is a subject used for self-destruction (as quoted by alyba -.-) so is geog...and chem...and maths...and basically every subject T.T NOOOOOOOOO y did my blog turn into such an emo place...

being at hm is v diff frm being in sch...u cant seem to convince urself in sch...haha ok i talking crap juz ignore wad i said o.o

haha startin tmr i'm gonna be a slave...omg so scary can...the word slave make it sound so...O.o

anw, congrats to marianne, xioahui, jane, evonne, and jeremy!!!! for making it into the choir exco xD yepyep!!! and to those who made it into the music exco!!! xD YEA man CHOIR RAWKS ma life xD xD

HEH. wth since when do pei hsin worry abt measley insignificant things?! o.o haha...

~~so gonna wipe tt smirk off yr face~~

2008-05-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

haha! read alyba's blog...her blog never fails to make me laugh can...it's lyk a destressing area for me xD HAHA! yes alyba i noe u v touched we gave you flowers SO you better keep them FOREVER K!!!!!! go make dried flowers after they die xD HAHA!!!!!

WHEN'S THE GUA OUTING GONNA BE?! i cant wait to see all of u again xD my LOVES xD

mayb i'll try to drag xioahui along! xD HAHA! since all of you have the same frequency! xD

I WANT MY JELLY!!!!!! I WAN A HUG~!!! T___________T

haha! yea~! shall motivate myself n not think of uneccessary stuffs!!!!! to all the people who've helped me and encouraged me on despite having yr own problems to worry about, I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! xD xD xD without you all my JC life would suck until dunno where o.o

ohoh, btw the gua outing rite, if it's in a chalet, CAN WE PLEASE HAVE A KARAOKE SESSION!!!! xD OMG LAST YEAR WAS DAMN FUN OK!!!! haha i still rmb u all trying to bluff the security guard say got cockroach in the rm -.-"'

HAHA! olomouc in about 3 weeks!

GO CHOIR GO!!!

xD xD

2008-05-10T08:21:00.000-07:00

went for TJ concert ystd! saw alyba n brenda perform XD tj choir's a small choir o.o haha! but it was fun la esp when alvie and xioa hui had the same kinda laughter o.o freaky.

everyday in jc life is like a horror...i rlyrly cant imagine wad it'll be like without all the people thr to make me laugh...it's lyk, my want for spreading the happiness is slowly fading away o.o i cant seem to feel happy for anything anymore T.T haha sometimes i wonder if my laughter is real or fake o.o omg...am i starting to scare ppl away...HAHA! dun worry la pei hsin juz needs some emo time o.o

but i'm rly happy tt in JC atleast i've made friends that can really connect with me and make me feel at ease...so even if some crappy bullsh*t crops up with the ***** and the ***** i can still confide in them...haha! yea i shld look at the bright side of life and not waste my life away worrying about insignificant things that don't make a difference wether i think abt it or not....

and, to a certain friend: DUN BE EMO K!!!!!! it's rly not lyk u to b emo! haha dun worry i dun find u weird even tho you think u r and r confused abt yrself xD to me, you'll always be a GRRRRRRRRRREAAAAAAAAAT FRIEND!!!!! DUN WORRY K! IF WE CAN GET PASS THESE FIVE MOTHS WE CAN GET PAST ANYTHING!!!!!! i rly like emoing and letting my feelings out w you...we shld do this more often!!! haha! yea it makes me feel damn great after tt...XD I LUV U OK!!!! LET'S MOTIVATE EACH OTHER ON YEA!!! xD laughing RULES. xD

to another friend: HEYO!!!! ok i lyk nvr talk to you for a long time alr altho it's juz the weekends i feel lyk i nvr talk to you for years o.o HAHA!!!! yea jc life has been real busy n hectic and everthing's about studying...BUT, I JUZ WANTED TO LET U NOE THAT, EVEN THO WE'RE NOT IN THE SAME CLASS AND OUR RECESS TIMINGS ARE DIFFERNT, I STILL THINK ABOUT U ALOTALOTALOT!!!! dun b so bothered about yr worries k you're rly not the only one going thru it...if u need me to help you in anything u r always free to call me!!! i noe u dun rly lyk talking online...haha..tt's y we muz call each other up to keep track of our lives o.o OK! yea! I LUV YOU TOOS!! <33

the biggest luv i have now is mj choir. omg. choir, i have a crush on you. please marry me. XD

I LUV ALL MY CHOIR FRIENDS!!!!!! LET'S GO TO OLOMOUC AND BEAT EVERYONE THR FLAT K!!!!! WE CAN GET TT GOLD!!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!!

XDXDXDXD

2008-05-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

had choir till 6.30 today!!!! we were trying to perfect tt indonesian dance T.T haha by the time i reach hm my knees keep wobbling alr can?! dunno y...hope my bones doesnt creak during the competition in olomouc o.o it's been creaking alot recently when i did the dance T.T

oh no i tink i'm getting old....

SO FRICKING HAPPY I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO FEELS THE SAME WAY AS ME!!!! u're my saviour, seriously....we'll motivate each other on and get out of this crap as fast as possible ok!!! DUN B SO STRESSED BY IT!! there's always me to talk to (: dun care abt the stupid nunus and babas their world doesnt revolve arnd us! WE GOTTA MOVE ON!!! XD I LUV YOU~!!!! omg....u can b my new soulmate o.o haha!

yea anw jc life is where i start to get real emo...over MATHS....

WAD'S MY PROBLEM?! maths is supposed to b my best subject bt nw my best subject has suddenly became chinese o.o oh man wad is happening to meee~!!!

i have a sudden craving for bananas!!!! haha shall go buy tmr n eat...and pangsai more in the mornings!!!! haha! XD

btw i dunno wad am i doing blogging...I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING MATHS!!!!! ARGH. shall go mug my already fading life away...

T___________________T

sucks.

2008-05-05T09:07:00.000-07:00

peihsin's back~!!!! xD heehee....ok la was trying to do maths (unsuccessfully) haha i ended up blog hopping! and guess wad!!!! SOMEBODY HAS THE SAME NAME AS GODWIN!!!! omg haha so rare can i tot godwin's a v unique name -.-

TJ'S CONCERT THIS FRI!
GO PPL!!!!! U CAN DO IT!!!!! XD HAHA!!!! CANT WAIT TO SEE MY CLICHE AGAIN!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I CANT WAIT!!!! ALYBA! ALVINA! LAURA! IVY! ETCETC! I CANT WAIT TO SEE U ALL!!!!!!!! XDXD

YEAYEA!!! XD haha so weird now instead of performing w them i'm watching them perform o.o

OHNOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I NVR DO ANYTHING!!!!!! I FEEL SO UNACCOMPLISHED NW!!! T.T *wails* OK I BETTER GO START ON maths. T________________________T

'MATHS' is now peihsin's new taboo word.

2008-05-05T07:59:00.000-07:00

STRESSSTRESSSTRESS!!!! haha i tink i'm in the mood of ripping apart a stress ball right now T.T

haha....prepared to get a U for every test nw...haha....

>< screw my brains la y cant it help me in times like this?! T_____T

2008-05-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

OMG TODAY'S CHI TUITION WAS DAMN FUNNY CAN?!?!??!
HAHA! the chi teacher was teaching us how to sing the "mama hao" song tt was supposedly a mother's day song eons ago...den she used it as a form of dictation to test me n alyba cuz we were dying of boredom T______T it worked so well man!!! haha me n alyba didnt fall asleep at all!!! XD HAHA! the song's still stuck in my head XD i shall sing it to my mum on mother's day and scare the hell out of her (my mum nvr heard me sing before) haha so stupid right n i'm from choir -.-"

OHOH! we even invented the RAP version!!!! haha!!!! yea tt's for hip mums o.o my mum will probably die of a heart attack o.o

MY EARDRUMS R EXPLODING~~!!!!!! stupid person confiscated my speakers now i cant go youtube to watch my loves T.T

stupid corroded butt tomato. T______T

NXT WEEK GOT ALOT OF TESTS!!!!!!! OHNOOHNOOHNO!! HOWHOWHOW!! i gonna die!!!!

have a sudden craving for roti prata! thanks to xioahui la! now i'm also moaning for prata ok!!!! OHNO!!! WHOWANTSTOGOEATPRATA?!?!??! T______________________T

peihsin shall now emo and sit in the corner attempting to grow mushrooms ><

listening to music while getting distracted by ppl screaming in the background isnt v nice >< haha shall go stone for a while...gonna start studying tmr today's a damn long n draggy day with 6 hours of choir omg...

haha but i still luv choir alot alot!!!!! CHOIR PPL RAWKS LA SERIOUSLY (:

yepyep! off to stone now!!! XD

2008-04-29T08:41:00.000-07:00

WAD'S WRONG WITH ME I CANT SEEM TO STUDY T.T haha so i've resorted to further blogging o.o

listening to happy songs now!!!!! pei hsin shall stop being so emo it rly isnt me o.o so i've decided to listen to happy songs! to make myself happy haha o.o"

ok the 'worrying pressence' is near T.T haha gotta go force myeself to slp!!!! tmr's green day!!!! and i'll be one of the rd marshalls tt do not hav to do anything!!! xD so cool rite haha....

ANW!! I LUV HAPPY SONGS~!!!!! XD n my newfound pet crab xD

2008-04-29T07:39:00.000-07:00

i've not been watching anime for a long long time T.T which means i'm damn deprived la last time i everyday chiong home w alyba to watch one can?! den now...the interest is lyk, fading away T.T NOOOOOOOOOOO I DUN WAN TO STOP WATCHING ANIME!!!!! i'll loose all my inspiration to draw stuff T.T tt's y jc life sucks cuz i cant keep up w my hobbies o.o haha so now mugging has become my new hobby uh. XD

LABOUR DAY~!!!!! XDXD ahahaha can get more slp!!!! XD

today's choir practice totally sucked can...nvr see mr kueh so pissed of la!!!! he's lyk screaming at us can...even tho i tried to keep a straight face it was so hard la!!!! my heart was pumping so fast can i dun even dare to move T.T my sec sch conductor wasnt even this scary even tho she scolds us more than he does ><

ARGH damn depressing day today....cant concentrate on my studies la i keep thinking about stuff ><

haha. i bet if it's alvie she'll ask me to stop thinking bout it n get on w my life o.o ARGH i wanna go to alvie's house la dammit T.T and i miss alyba's hse too!!!! got the mokona to play w D: haha.

All your grief and distress, everything I will take in
So please don't cry, smile for me
Even now, if you wither away like that
I want to see your innocent self one last time
I wish to be the strength inside of you..

2008-04-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

pei hsin has a new pet slug called AMERICA~!!!!! AND AMERICA IS A SQUISHY PET SLUGG~!!!
XDXD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

ok anw here goes some ranting

STOP trying to suck up to ppl can it's damn bloody irritating; so u think u're so cool issit go do those stuff n make ppl worried abt you?! pls la get a life man with ur sucky attitude now nobody's gonna accept you anymore; stop trying to make urself sound so innocent can it's bloody annoying and so unlike yr true character sometimes i juz wish you would SHUT THE HELL UP.

HAHA ok no more ranting (:
u noe it's so weird when guys frm tkss say 'i miss tk' when i tot only tkgians use the term 'tk' o.o so now i'll say 'i miss tkG' instead haha :D

i really miss the green uniform la! last time in tk i was lyk, WTH WAD'S WITH THE GREEN?! WANNA BLEND IN W E DUSTBIN AH....bt now i rly miss it la....i scared my eyesight will deteriorate got no more green things to see T.T

HAHA...omg mj choir's learning this indonesian dance thingy thingy for one of the songs...haha it looked kinda spastic la cuz it's not fully mastered yet...but once it is it'll look damn cool XDXD

jc life SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS T.T

i wanna get a new life cann...omg i keep getting distracted by little things in my life T.T

i miss going to video world.
i miss going to e petrol stations to sit on e floor to eat.
i miss munchy dougnuts outside school.
i miss e 'special' place tt the guas always get in video world.
i miss all e cup noodles we ate there.
i miss rotting outside e teacher's room.
i miss going to alvina's n alyba's house.
i miss looking at the nice scenery while travelling home o.o
i miss openly sleeping in class.
i miss doing other subjects when the teacher is teaching us abt a certain topic o.o
i miss the school food (esp e western one!!! OMG GRILLED DORY W LOBSTER SAUCE SPAGHETTI DAMMIT.)
i miss going hm w alvie o.o
i miss her grandad.
i miss alyba's crappiness.
i miss fan-girling over non-existant ppl.
i miss ah nia sitting next to me.
i miss ah nia's random poking n pinching o.o

I MISS TKGS DAMMIT!!!!! T_______________T

still cant get over it la...haha altho mj's culture still abit lyk tk's...o.o

PI haha...it's lyk a taboo word now o.o

i'm supposed to mug but wad am i doing here o.o sheesh....haha~! omg i'm gonna think of funny stuff to make me laugh so i wont b emo...an emo pei hsin is a weird pei hsin o.o n i cant slp too late cuz e nxt morn surely peng (as what happened for two weeks) FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP OK!!!! i'm seriously going past my limits T.T

ok since my mum is starting to nag even more now (for the past 3 hours) i will hav to finish blogging n go off. to MUG. altho i'm nt really plannig to T.T

haha.

2008-04-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

CRISIS CORE IS COOLNESS MAN
OMG i'M ADDICTED TO IT CAN?! SO GONNA FINISH PLAYING THE STUPID GAME AS FAST AS POSSIBLE CUZ I WANNA NOE E FRICKING ENDING TO E STORY AND CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES WITH NO DISTRACTIONS T_________T

got so much hmwk to do la!!!!! PENG ALR LA DAMMIT T_T

went to e concert on world voice day...i tink the 30 ppl performing were not bad...at least we hav some kinda standard...XD haha damn funny can there was this section where three soloists were singing and they actually pulled me n my friend onstage to sing with them la! i was lyk, OMGGGGGGGGGG O______________O stunned o.o

hhaha ohno now i'm famous for maluating myself T.T

did cip till 9 plus ystd...it was kinda fun teaching the kids bt some of them are so miscievious la...dunno how to control them T___________T

still dunno if i shld continue going back there anot...it's kinda time consuming and my house's lyk kinda far away T.T

haha OK I SHALL CHIONG MY HMWK!!!! so i can continue playing crisis core XD

2008-04-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

TMR GOT CHEM TEST!!!!

AND I'M ~~NOT~~ MUGGING!!!!! omg so proud of myself can (:

i'm gonna do a mental timetable for myself from today onwards. so for today, i'll do chem till 9.30 pm, den i'll chiong for my econs n HOPEFULLY geog, den i'll force myself to do draft 4 of my PI >.< yes pei hsin muz abide to her mental timetable.

HAHA but after tt i'm gonna download games into my ~~beloved PSP~~!!!! AHAHAHAHHA CRISIS CORE N PATAPON!!!!! HERE I COMEEEEE MY DARLINGS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's the only thing tt keeps me motivated and going 8D

2008-04-12T05:34:00.000-07:00

OMG I'M DROWNINGGG IN MY HMWK!!!! T.T

MJC= mugger jc.

I'M TURNING INTO THIS HORRIBLE MUGGING MONSTERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!~~~ T.T

ok nvm. mugging isnt so bad after all. it's not lyk learning brainless stuff for eleven hours can damage yr brain cells rite? and oh yes. i can acctually apply summation notations into real life. lyk, counting the number of days left before A lvls n my ang pao money. and when i get REAL bored, i can do MENTAL RECURRANCE RELATIONS QNS. it's not lyk i have a PSP y'noe. OH NO I DONT HAVE A PSP. hah. (:

ok i shall get rid of all the evils in my brain. i wont slack my day away and i wont play games on my non-existant psp XD how cool is that. haha. omg. turning into a weird monster o.o

ARGH HATE PW. gonna do my PI for the bazillionth time!!!!!

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no la actually it's juz the third =.=

but it feels lyk i've done eons

haha. i'm nt juz loosing my life essence i'm loosing hair. and loosing hair = loosing brain cells. and loosing brain cells = loosing the whole brain. and loosing the whole brain= loosing myself. and loosing myself= mental hospital. >< i dun wanna b mental!!!! T.T

ok so jc life sucks. who cares man. we all gotta move on. this is the path i've chosen. i gotta move on. cannot look back anymore unless i decide to fail my promos n go to poly. which i dont want.

haha. so basically going to jc is lyk, stepping into a mini u? i dunno...it's too stressful for my liking T______T

2008-03-31T07:25:00.000-07:00

Damn sian. so long nvr blog alr....my blog has returned to its stagnant state -.-

i really enjoyed chi tuition tho! w my dear alyba (ba) XD haha u n yr fricking niang friends XD and yr sexy voice....GET WELL SOON K! rest for choir XD U CAN DO IT!!!! XD

piled with mountains of homework...AND cca stuff....tho choir's quite enjoyable! tt's cuz the ppl there r AWESOME! YEA MJ CHOIR RAWKS!!!! XDXD

GARRRRRRRRRRRGH I'M SO SCREWED I DUN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING IN JC!!!!! i shld've went to poly >< tho parents wont allow T.T was semi-emo today...cheek muscles hurt lyk crazy so i was TRYING HARD not to laugh...some ppl ah! trying to make to laugh!! *cough cough* XD haha! yea la anw gotta go mug alr la...omg turning into a super mugger...nvm i'm v proud of being one XD

f*cking sick of acting happy when i'm seriously suffering inside.

ok haha gotta look at the bright side of everything i cant this affect my life anymore XD

2008-03-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

today's jointed outing was sort of lyk, a failure T.T SO LITTLE PPL COME IN THE END!!!! so in the end it's lyk, we go out as friends O.O T__________T

haha but it was still fun...kinda O.O

BUT! today's such a coincidental day sia!! ok firstly, me n jelly met winnie on the tampines platform! n she kinda led us to ming qin!! who, also, coincidentally met abu(amreeta) on the platform too!!! omg damn coincidental la! we were all actually planning to go to diff places O.O

HAHA! den, in tampines, we came across brenda! who was running rather egearly to the toilet
-.- n she said alvie was in the NTUC!!!!! i was lyk, ok wth?! why keep bumping into ppl one?!?!? HAHA

DEN, in plaza sing when me n jelly r going home, we bumped into jiaxin!!!! HAHA OMG TODAY SO COINCIDENTAL CAN?!?!?!?
XDXDXD HAHA!

yea but i made some new friends today!!! so it's ok la! at least still got jelly thr XD

SORRY A202 PAE!!!! for not going out w u guys!!! T.T

2008-02-23T21:01:00.000-08:00

Tmr's the day tmr's the day!!!! OF MJC'S O2!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!! gotta go buy sweets to bribe the ogms!!!! muahahahahaha!!! *evil grin* XD

yea also gotta buy my long awaited fbts!!!! i cant keep wearing my tkgs shorts they're alr crumbling v badly T___T hah! gonna meet up w jelly to buy fbts tgt!!!! kinda jealous of the ogms la cuz they get to play those game while us ogls cant T.T BUT!! being ogl is good! can bully people *cough cough* jelly *cough* XD

haha! but really hope orientation 2 will rock as much as orientation 1 did! XD yea altho it feels weird cuz you get to bond with yr own class of you're an ogl...so when everything goes back to normal u wont know yr new classmates....BUT! since i'm an ogl shld b able to adapt bah! yes i can do this yes XD

DAMN FRICKING SAD LAH!!!!!! i'm not in phobos anymore...i'm now in triton possibly for the rest of my 2 years T__T i realise that i'm superbly compatible with green...pri sch i'm in GREEN house...sec sch the whole sch is a CLUMP OF GREEN...and den come the jc in TRITON...which is a GREEN house T____T aiya can i juz be an ang pao and stay in phobos...><

phobos 8 is now non existant :( so tt means all the remaining pathetic phobos 8 ppl will b posted to other grps :( WALAO!!!!! i'll miss sinyi badly lorh! wont get to smack her butt anymore...wont get to bully her anymore...:(

NVM! we still hav mass dance! sinyi can always dance w me!!!! XD AHAHAHA!!!! we must master the dances k!!! esp the washing machine XDXD

a few days later ppl will come to sch dressed in blue...which is sad cuz i'm used to being green all my life T.T the stupid uniform so big n baggy n HARD lyk paper...it's feels thicker than the tkgs uniform lah!!! plus the tkgs uniform's lyk TWO LAYERS with the pinafore T.T

nt wearing a pinafore to sch feels weird T____T

HAHA!!!! i cant believe i'm saying this but i miss the semi-butches in tkgs...*cough cough* alvina *coughcough* XDXD

haha...last time when i wear the pinafore i always nvr zip up the side cuz it's more comfortable liddat...budden come to jc cannot to tt le...alot of stuff is lyk, restricted in jc T____T

I MISS CHANGING IN CLASS!!!! i miss hiding behind the class cupboard to change haha! XD

but mjc is still fun la! haha when i first got into jc i was abit worried bout making friends with guys...cuz even tho i'm v close to my cousins they may b diff frm other guys mah!!! den my cousin was lyk, 'dun worry lah treat them like girl liddat lorh' O.O

haha! but my cousin's damn funny XD

yea...anw waiting for my dad to come home so i can go buy my beloved beloved fbts!!!! my lovely fbts!!! <33

XDXD

A202 PAE really rocked my life can?! omg i'm damn fricking sad tt only a pathetic few ppl from A202 r in my new class...i tot we're supposed to be together forever? ahahaha...this kinda thing...damn sad leh...our class so fricking bonded...so fricking fun...we go out once almost every week, we rocked the CNY performance...more then half became OGLs...A202 is seriously the funnest class ever can?! i love you all!!!! i dun wanna leave you all!!!!! this is lyk, my dream class n it's completely shattered now T.T yea altho i hav to accept reality n make friends w my new classmates...hope they're good ppl and can click well w me lyk A202 did XD

listening to music w e earpiece in only one ear is tiring...i hav to keep switching sides so tt both my ears will feel equally deaf T.T

haha! damn hungry now i dun care i'm so gonna eat lunch now so i can buy my beloved beloved FBTs... XD

2008-02-16T02:32:00.000-08:00

haha! i found the updated version of the lightbulb joke!!! XD it has mjc, ijc, and sajc in it! XD

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They're too busy trying not to get retained.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They can study without light. They use moonlight.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb?

A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: They'd prefer it darker. *hehhehheh*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: They can't be bothered.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: Huh, wat litebarbu...

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?

A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will do something about it. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?

A: They don't use light bulbs anymore! They are so new that they use fluorescent lamps now.

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?

A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?

A: None. They think they are very bright already.

ahahaha i really think it's damn funny...altho it's being v bad to the schools o.o

anw, TOMORROW'S THE DAY WE'VE ALL (the guas) HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!!!!!! XDXDXD LAO YU SHENG!!!!!! and k box! i've nvr been to k box before!!!! XDXD

i cant wait to see you guys again!!! we've been seperated for too long and it isnt good for my health T.T esp ppl lyk, ALYBA, ALVIE, AH NIA!!!!!!! I MISS ALL THE EXPLOSIONS WE CREATE TGT AND I DUN CARE TMR MUZ EXPLODE MORE K!!!!!!

hahaha! yea valentine's day was different in mj...i rmb in tkgs i hav to crack my brians to think of a suitable n unique present for the whole class cuz we have 36 ppl...plus my whole bunch of choir friends...plus the GUAs...which r my close friends...yea it was really hectic trying to plan for v day in tkgs! plus everyone gives everyone presents!!!! so by the time the whole V day ended, everyone can be seen carrying huge amounts of presents in a huge bag o.o

yes the feeling there was really nice...it's lyk, everyone's being loved and spreading the warmth of v day! in mj we also exchanged presents la of course! and had lots of goodies and letters and nice hand-made things...but the feeling's just different... T.T

yea anw i'm really looking forward to tmr! so i can see you guys and hang out after so long!!!! XD

SEE ALL OF YOU TMR! DUN PANG SEI K!!! XDXD

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! XD

2008-02-14T07:17:00.000-08:00

>.< it's only the first month and a few weeks n i'm alr dying T_____T life in jc is so much worse then in secondary sch...i dun even hav enough time to sleep!!! T.T

yea anw, to those people such as karmun, huiteng, laura, brenda, the triplets, the rest of the GUA team, you're also v important to me yea! although i'm not as close to you as compared to the four people, you all have played an important role in shaping my character to be who i am now! i really luv you all alot! *gives bear hug* yea! thank you all! for making my life in tkgs so much fun! (esp karmun who sits beside me in sec 3 n make me laugh till i almost died) o.o HAHA!

yea but life in mjc is more worse than tkgs la...other then education and studies, we still have to worry about alot more stuff...(stuff that we dont usually worry about unless it comes to 2D ppl o.o)

haha! yea i'm alr feeling alotof stress here in mjc alr...i really want to rewind time n go back to the tkgs days, where i can spend more time with all of you!!!! and get high over *cough cough* 2D ppl *cough* deidara *cough* XDXD

HAHA! i can imagine alyba coming towards me with a knife o.o

heh.
anw gotta go catch some slp! seriously damn tired nw T.T

gd nite world!!

2008-02-08T05:54:00.000-08:00

damn sian sia...happy CNY...i dont even feel happy bout it o.o

haha! anw, since ALYBA wants me to dedicate one whole long paragraph bout the GUAs, I'll dedicate MOST of this post to you!!!! firstly:

Alicia aka alyba xD
OMG YOU NENE POK LA! my dearest buddy for FOUR FRICKING YEARS and then kena seperated in our JC lives?! i dont believe in it man! WE BOTH ROCK! ANIME ROCK! NARUTO RAWK! DEDARA RAWK! HITSUGAYA RAWK! XDXD YES! WE WILL BOTH LEAVE A LEGACY IN TKGS! for being an explosive duo and practically pulling the whole sch building down o.o

i really really really really enjoyed those times we hung out tgt! lyk, i still rmb got one point of time you went to my house so much, it has become yr second home alr o.o YOU CAN STILL COME TO MY HOUSE ONE OK! it's open to YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~ XDXDXD

life is kinda different without you lah...it's lyk, last time we always fan girl bout 2D ppl...always wanted to snatch anime characters from each other...(tt's how we got close anw) yea...and then those countless sufferings during choir...where i stood bside you n we laughed lyk insane ppl...and those outings and chalets w the GUAS...OMG....we're lyk, MAD PPL LA! scream until the security guard hav to scold us T.T

we hav the same frequency, the same likings, the same personality, the same kinda thinking, EVERYTHING'S THE SAME!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOSH YOU CAN BE MY SOUL SISTER YES!!!!!! XDXD haha! I LOVE YOU ALOT YOU UNDERSTAND! BUT I AM NOT A LESBIAN! XD even if i am i'll b too short for you o.o HAH! XD you can be my first girlfriend! xD

ALVINA TAN aka ribena
YOU ALSO ANOTHER NENEPOK LA! WAD HAPPENED TO THAT 'PROMISE' AH! I SWEAR, YOU'RE GONNA KEEP IT WHEN WE GO TO UNIVERSITIES K! >.<

anw, I LOVE YOUR HOUSE! it's a nice place to play n talk but NOT a nice place to study >.< cuz it has this comfy, sleepy aura tt draws you to sleep o.o and the air-con is lyk, SHIOK can?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH makes me wanna fall asleep XD

haha! but all in all, you're a very very good n close friend! you're lyk, my personal counsellor XD and all those golden advice you've given me r lyk, SUPER VALUABLE OK! I TREASURE THEM! LIKE I TREASURE YOU! XDXD <33

i will always rmb the encouragement you've given me during the prelims period, the 'firey' speeches, the enthusiasm bout studying (which scares me tt's why i decided to work so damn fricking hard) o.o

yea but i guess it worked pretty well for me! let's keep this pace up and work harder for our A lvls! XD you're too tall to be my girlfriend! BE MY NAN PEN YOU~!!! XDXD haha!

ANGELICA TAN YING YING
the angel who is not very angelic XP HAHA! i also know you for four years alr! yea you're a v creative n spirited person k! you nvr fail to make me laugh (tho most of the time you didnt mean to) and you never fail to drag me off to the weirdest parts of singapore!! altho i enjoyed it v much...we even ended up in this ulu alleyway watching this BU NAN BU NU person feeding a whole army of stray cats o.o yeah it kinda stinks but it was really fun!!!! XDXD

and then we went to the museums! which were damn cool! and then we climbed fort canning! and took pictures! which made me damn tired T.T den we WALKED from raffles place to bugis! which made me feel accomplished cuz i think i lost alot of weight -.-

BUT! since you're coming to mjc CHOIR!!!!!!!! WE'LL BE SEEING EACH OTHER MORE OFTEN YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO THIS SO YOU BETTER COME YOU TOOT HEAD! XD <33

I LOVE YOU ALOT TOO! XD

SONIA!!! aka ah nia

you're lyk, the nicest girl ever! dun even say a swear word in yr life la! so damn gua can?! o.o cant believe it mann...no wonder ppl lyk J go after you ah!!! *grins*

haha! yea anw, i will also nvr forget the days where you were always beside me when i needed counselling, you were always encouraging me when i was on the verge of snapping...thank you, my friend. *pats back*

aiyo now i sound lyk some ah gong! NONONONONO ONLY J CAN B THE GRANDPA HERE! XDXD

yea you're lyk this little sister o.o who sometimes like to bug me n call me neinin alot and pinch me o.o

BUT IT'S OK! YOU'RE STILL MY GOOD FRIEND!!!!!!! AND I STILL LUV YOU ALOT!!!!!
XDXDXD

yea! you really rawk my world! you're lyk, the rainbow of my life! haha but so is alot of ppl too o.o

BUT I STILL LUV YOU ALOT!!!!!!! <33

YEA! 4E2 RAWKS SIA! xD

argh i took four hours on this post ok!!!!!! oh man i'm gonna continue some other time cant keep my eyes open anymore gotta grab some sleep! T____T

to those ppl whose names werent here, I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS! i'll feature you in the next post k! DONT WORRY B HAPPY! XD

2008-01-17T05:32:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!!!!! I FINALLY UPDATED MY BLOG!!!!!!! LYK, AFTER EONS!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! due to popular demand, pei hsin will update her blog more often...(i hope) o.o

HAHA! first of all...I REALLY MISS MY TKGS FRIENDS!!!!!!! LYK SH*T!!!!!! OMG I LUV YOU ALL!!!! I MISS YOU ALL!!!! I MISH YOU ALL!!!!! I WANT YOU ALL BACK!!!!! LET'S MEET UP OK!!!!!! everyone's scattered now...damn saddening lah!!!!

hahaha...anw a few weeks of being in mjc has passed....AND PHOBOS ONE RAWKS!!!!! OMG...I LUV PHOBOS ONE!!!!! we're the BEST CLASS IN MJC CAN?!?!?!??! XDXD i'll b quite sad if anyone leaves T.T heard alot of ppl wanna go poly T.T

orientation was very funnnnnn!!!!! hahahaha! had ketchup n flour n soap splashed all over me T.T aha! but it was still fun (and smelly) o.o haha! but it was still fun XD

JOINED CHOIR!!!!!! AND I CANT BELIEVE I'M IN SOPRANO ONE!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG....HAHAHAHAHA! i still cant believe it...o.o

ok so now, in my class, i am known as 'buttercup' from powerpuff girls, 'choirgirl' (cuz i joined choir -.-), 'laughing queen'(cuz i laugh lyk a siao nene) and 'blondie' by this classmate called amreeta cuz i'm apparently v de blur and accident prone -.-

AND I'M THE BL**DY CHEM REP. HAH. >.< *feels stressed*

hahaha! there's actually a laughing king in my class he claims i laugh lyk him n actually his laughter is super funny...haha! his eyes lyk disappears when he laugh n then it's so damn funny makes me wanna laugh too...yea so now everyone knows why we're called laughing king n queen... o.o

and then there's this person tt keeps suaning me cuz i laughed too much o.o

anw me n this two girls r known as powerpuff girls cuz of our height o.o DAMN STUPID LA CURSE THAT PERSON WHO GAVE US THIS NICK!!!!!!! XD haha tt's y we called him mojo jojo XD and then there's this blur looking guy...we called him the prof form powerpuff girls...(which makes him our father) o.o

HAHA! but i still mis tk despite all the fun in mjc! I WANT TO SEE YOU ALL SOON K! I DUN CARE IT'S A MUST! XD

yea anw gotta chiong for my studies...dunno y i'm doing this but...yea... o.o

2007-09-16T19:14:00.000-07:00

the school computer is so SLOOOOOOOOOOW.....
*watches snail crawl past*

>.<

argh damn sad la stupidstupid bio which i mugged for so long....WALAO EH...everybody go to some super JC whereas pH sits alone in her own mould of mushrooms growing fungus >.< and maybe building hamster holes.

*exutes a blue aura*

haix.

NO! pH cannot give up just because of her prelim marks! pH must have a STRONG MENTAL RESILIANCE!!!!!!!!! >.<

unlike some smartass/donkey/sheep/horse/cow >.<
BL**DY HELL.

ARGH.
DIE.
I'M DOOMED.
I'M DYING.
I'M DEAD.
I'M DONE.

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this isnt over yet la toot.

MUST PERSEVERE.
YES.
MUST
PERSEVERE.
MUST

PERSEVERE.
T.T

MUUUUUUUUUUMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

HAHAHAHA!!!!!!

so funny
>.<

2007-09-08T05:49:00.001-07:00

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!! *grins*

hahaha! today was so super fun! especially during chem XD
D.GRAY MAN RAWKS!!!!!!!!! I LUV LAVI!!!!!! I LUV THAT HAMMER!!!! XD

AHHHH feels kinda good to be online tho it's only for a measly half an hour >.< AHHH i'm deprived la XD

HAHA! now alyba's hair looks pooffy standing up liddat! AND I LIKE PINCHING ALYBA CUZ SHE'S SO PINCHABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXD LIKE PLAYDOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XDXDXD

ahahahaha....

YEP sch gonna reopen liao! MUST GAMBATTE!

XD

AND I LUV THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS's SONGS!!!!!!!!!
AND I LUV THEIR HAIR!
XDXD
AND I LUV MURDER PRINCESS!!! XD

hahaha.....gonna make full use of my half an hour!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHA! *goes to youtube*

XD

you shld go for a makeover!!! XD

2007-09-05T21:35:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOSH I FINALLY FOUND MY PASSWORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXD BUT.

*stares at stagnant blog*

haix. this is so weird now. i'm not used to being online anymore...>.<

ARGH.

oh yes anyway. i've decided to change my blog url.
XD but that'll be after the supid friggin O levels >.<

sheessh.

*still feels weird*

OH Man. this is bad.

i feel lyk a foreign visitor online.

HEY PPL! I'M NOT DEAD ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXD
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*watches ants crawl around*

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*pokes*

>.<

2007-04-09T06:19:00.001-07:00

finally blogged after a horrifyingly, superbly, terribly, catasrophically, amazingly loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time.

*watches dust bunnies float past*
Ahhhhhh....
*pokes*
this is the life of pei hsin man. the very very dead soul.

I WANT FOOD.
I WANT MY MODEM.
I WANT TO GET BETTER GRADES (prefebly, without having to put in so much energy and life into it)
I WANT KH AND PLAYSTATION 2 OR 3
I WANT MORE BRAIN CELLS.
I WANT TO HAVE A LIFE.

>.<

having horrifying visions of myself hovering somewhere between life and death while doing maths. I CANT WAIT FOR O LVLS TO BE OVER.

so i can ********* everything out and ********my brains and ********my eyeballs while i pour*********into my sockets and squish my ******* out and *******it out to dry. oh, and i also wanna ********and********cuz they're the greatest joy in life. ****** and ******* are also great enough. after i cut open the ****** and cook it for curry XD

OMG turning morbit O.o

NOOOOOOO PLEASE DUN TELL ME I'M HAVING MORE WHITE HAIR?!?!?!??! wa lao after o lvls i bet my whole hair turn white le lah
.....den A lvls how? i'll be some baldie alr lah omgosh shit have to go to yun nam alr I DUN WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

haha imagine if one fine day you come up and poke pei hsin then she just *poof* and then disintegrates into dust......omg cant wait for it to happen....

haix cant spend more time online my modem's being 'modem-napped' again>.<

*sobs*

to a certain someone: EH dun be so depressed ok! sometimes its really fun to just clown around and be happy! it's really easy to be happy, dun care abt your problems anymore ok they're not gonna follow you throughout you life right? haha! must SMILEE and think about me ok! haha i noe my 'pathetic' face always makes you laugh (god knows why) -.-''' HAHA! but dont break down anymore it's really scary!! >.<>

SMILEEE!!!!! i luv you loads!!! <33

2007-04-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

2007-03-14T04:30:00.000-07:00

IT'S THE SPASTICERS TMR!!!!!!!! WHOOOOHOOOO!!!!!! CANT WAIT!!!!!! XD haha.....but damn scared too cuz dunno if can co-ordinate with sandy anot.....hmmms.....wad if we do different things ah?! oh mann.....PEOPLE PLEASE DO NOT LOOK AT ME LOOK AT SANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< >.< >.<>.<) and then i think it was the over-enthusiasm, i got really tired after that...i think tt's why miss tay said i only sometimes express emotions only....i was lyk....UGH PLEASE DONT MAKE ME DO IT AGAIN......but have to lah....WE HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THE SAKE OF MISS LIM GETTIT?!?!?!?!?!?! kotoba was equally funny. we were SUPPOSED to be cute li'l kids PLAYING.....dunno why my section so......DEAD. haha! maybe we died in the middle of it! XD the screaming part was damn funny too. esp the sec fours. i was so so so so so freaked out when it was my turn to scream my part la....i was lyk, SHIT I'M GONNA CHOKE OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<>

ARGH THIS SUCKS I REALLY HATE MY COMPUTER FOR DOING THIS TO ME LAHH?!??!?!?! WA LAO I TYPED SO MUCH N IT DELETED EVERYTHING?!?!? WAD THE HELL. I HATE IT.

2007-02-16T01:56:00.000-08:00

Woke up with a yawn it's dawning
I'm still alive
Turned on my radio to start a new day
As goddamned DJ chattered
How to survive

Amazing news got over on the airwave~
Tonight love is rationed
Tonight across the nation
Tonight love infects worldwide
Almost another day

Woke up with a yawn it's dawning
I'm still alive
Turned on my radio to start a new day
As goddamned DJ chattered
How to survive

Amazing news got over on the airwave~
Tonight love is rationed
Tonight across the nation
Tonight love infects worldwide
Almost another day
Almost another day

She's a shooting star
Good night good night
She's a shooting star
Good bye~

Tonight love is rationed
Tonight across the nation
Tonight love infects worldwide~
Tonight love is rationed

Tonight across the nation
Tonight love infects worldwide
Almost another day

See you some other day

ALYBA IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT THE I'M OBSESSED WITH BLEACH SONGS!!!!!!!!! >.<

anw, wanna wish all of you HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!! (altho a little late) AND A HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!!!!! thank you all for flooding my table with sweets and stuffed things!!!!!! XD I LUV THE MAN TOU!!!!!!!

*chomps*

XD

oh mann now i cant fit into my new year clothes>.<

CANT WAIT TILL NEW YEAR!!!!!! ANG BAOS!!!!!!!!! XDXD

2007-02-10T07:02:00.000-08:00

~*+Your heart began to be burned,
and there was a smell of it
It was the end of your dream,
and the start of everything
What you adored looked beautiful to you
It became even brighter because you couldn't reach it
The broken pieces of your dream
Sticks into my chest
Leaving the pain
That I should never forget +*~

finally had the time to update my blog after an super uber long time....yes, peihsin has broken her promise that she will not go online to blog....haha....

oh mann...feeling the stress of sec four now....*gulps* WHY IS EVERYONE SO FRICKIN SMART?! dont you try to DENY it you * YOUU!!! >.<

O levels really intimidate me O.o

sighh....havent been feeling great these days...yea though you still see a weirdo screaming and flying around probably trying to irritate some unsuspecting victim...haha....been feeling very sluggy recently...haha the SLUG CITY!!!!! sluggers rock! XD

just have this feeling that something's missing from my life....it's lyk my life-support system's gonna collapse any moment.....laughing my intestines off are lyk becoming more of a chore than an enjoyment....it's lyk, somebody tells a joke, and if peihsin doesnt laugh, then there's something wrong with the joke. i mean, what the hell's wrong with *?! i dont understand anything at all!!!!!!

please enlighten me >.<

i get really really demoralised when i laugh and try to clown around in all attempts to squeeze a frickin smile off your face, and you just HAD to show that "wad?" look as if i were juz some bug that's buzzing arnd your eyes. is smiling so DIFFICULT?!?! wad is wrong with you?! cant you stop fixing that dao look on your face?! ARGH I JUST FEEL LYK GRINDING SOME EXPRESSION ON YOUR FACE!!!!!!!! *grinds* >.<

and i still do NOT understand what is up with you these days. what the frickin hell's the bloody problem here?! I NEED URGENT ENLIGHTENMENT.

ugh. nvm. just continue being the usual introvert yea. go! you can do it.

hahaha.

2006-12-18T03:26:00.000-08:00

GRYFFINDOR
[x] You've never done drugs
[x] You have a lot of friends
[x] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball/softball
[x] You're into writing and art
[x] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[x] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[x] One of your favorite colors is red or gold
[ ] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x] You plan on going to college
TOTAL: 10

HUFFLEPUFF
[x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends
[x] Politics suck
[x] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist
[x] You're an optimist
[ ] You're completely straight-edge
[ ] You're very emotional
[ ] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[x] You don't believe in going steadyat a young age
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week
TOTAL: 7

RAVENCLAW
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent
[x] You love to read
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts
[ ] Sports suck
[ ] You're shy
[ ] Bush is trying his hardest
[x] You've been in love before
[ ]You're very smart
[x] Hate is completely unneeded
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[ ] Emo/screamo/indie is one of your favorite genre of music
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts
[ ] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] Red is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Serious is better than funny
TOTAL: 8

SLYTHERIN
[x] There's at least one person you hate
[ ] Basketball is a good sport
[ ] Football is amazing
[x] Black is a cool color
[ ] You've lied about something serious
[ ] You're a very deep person
[ ] You have considered suicide
[x] Very loyal
[ ] Favorite music genre is metal
[ ] They make school seem more important than it is
[ ] You're scared to grow up
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month
[ ] Anger is one of your primary feelings
[ ] You have trust issues
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent
TOTAL: 3

PEI HSIN IS A GRYFFINDOR TOOOO. Bren (and Larg) here. Heehee.
peihsin: *suffers a headache*

2006-11-25T05:05:00.000-08:00

hi people!!!! just returned to singapore two days ago hees XD anw, australia was fun!!!! hahax yea it was....so many things happened there la...the only boring part of the trip were the bus rides (which took up almost half the time of the whole trip XP) but it was still kinda fun la we get to see many cows and sheep XD unfortunately i didnt get to traumatize one >.<

hahax this is a beri beri short post >.<
ALYBAAA IS GONE TO TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*screams* bon voyage you * youu!!!! >.<

2006-11-12T05:03:00.000-08:00

came back from the choir chalet XD omg it was DAMN SUPER FUNN!!!! it made me damn high la and now i'm officially voiceless >.< *tries to speak out out in vain* >.<

hmmmms i really miss the chalet alot! really wish they could extend it to a week or something la not fair.....time passes too quickly i guess...>.<

shall blog about the chalet! alyba went bananas when miss tay bought a bunch of real bananas for us...it isnt FURRY!!!! >.<

1st day:
ok bascially we juz went on board the chartered bus that's headed for the chalet...we havent even boarded the bus then we went high liao la! hahaha....omgoodness...we reached the chalet place and we were lyk, 'this is it? this is the chalet? omg i dun wannnn.......' it's lyk damn ulu and small and old looking and dusty and haunted laa>.<>.<) hahax yea that was the killer question that got everyone killed >.<

den we played somemore weird games and then we went for sectionals....sectionals were kinda fun XD hahax my junior kept dressing up as terrorist la....hahax terrorize ppl under the bed....

then it was DINNER TIMEE!!!! the teachers ordered macdonald's for us....after eating, we got REALLY HIGH!!!!!! hahahax.....went aroung singing the alien song and the muthu curry song....omg sandy and breda were really good at muthu currying! hahahax....den we went around the balcony crapping lyk a bunch or retards.....the teachers brought us out for a night walk.....we went out of our chalet and towards changi village, where we stood in a park and sang the songs which we sang in the open house....hahax there were some ppl who were fishing there (i think....but fishing at night? -.-) haha and some ang moh couple took a picture of us singing....hahas we were waving the torchlights around lyk some disco party....then got really high.....after singing in the park, miss tay wanted us to go to the changi village hawker center to sing la! OMG THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE THERE OK AND THEY WERE LYK LOOKING AT US LYK WE'RE SOME INTERESTING SPECIMEN OK! i think we awoke some ppl but lucky they never call anyone....and i think we scared the little kids quite badly but lucky they never run away -.-'''
and then got some army guy say that our voices were so 'beautiful' and he gave us a name card asking us to go and perform for them or something like that....mis tay was so touched XD but the choir really DID improve...(i hope -.-'') ZAR ZARN MISSED ALLL THE FUN!!!!! *cries* I MISSED ZAR ZARN!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!

and then when we bathed, jing li had to stand outside the door and time us, each person is entittled to five minutes la....den she was damn scary can?! she was lyk going, 'three minutes left......two minutes left.....one minute left......' and then if havent ready yet she was lyk ' ok lah i extend one more minute ok? ok ONE MINUTE LEFT....' *starts timing* HAHA...i was lyk halfway in the shower when i started to freak out and i went out all wet and dripping water on the floor all the way down the stairs la.....cheryl went out with a turban like towel on her head XD

went to sleep in the living room that night....it was really xing ku la the floor is so hard and the place is so mosquito infested >.<>.<>.<

one of the rooms had a bat. it was flying around the room la and miss tay had to go take it out >.<

2nd day:
sad day la....IT RAINED THE WHOLE DAY!!!!! we got wet but only abit and with some addition from the rainwater>.<>.< *pictures karmun running around with a big gun* O.o

i like the merlion game! i tried putting water into my mouth and squirting water into a cup...haha it was damn fun laa....ALYBA AND SANDY CANT AIM!!!! lousyyy laaaaa XD ok la jk only la XD i used to squirt water from my mouth to the toilet bowl when i was a little kid....IT WAS FUN OK! >.<

ya then had choir practice with miss lim.....i think the people in the chalet next to us was kinda appalled by our voices la but the song was kinda interesting i luv it XD

THE NITE OF SPECIALS MADE US HIGHHHHHH!!!!! hahax genevieve and me were acting as nuns.....we were singing the alien song but modified it abit and it became the nun song >.<>.< and i just learnt that we have many other talents other then singing!!!!! XD and we bonded quite well together....hahahax....

I LOVE TOASTED MARSHMELLOWS!!!!! it lyk so soft and sticky and warm and nice....>.<>.<) damn disgusting la.....and joey burnt her marshmellow quite badly >.<

hahax we wanted to wake up at four am but in the end everyone was too tired....and walyba roomed with us....(she claimed that i kicked her in my sleep) BUT I WAS DREAMING MAH I DIDNT NOEE!!!! >.<

I WANT ZAR ZARN TO BE THERE!!!! >.<>.< A BLUE CATERPILLAR!!!! XD and she has metamorphed into a BRENDAAAA!!!! XD hahahax....

I LIKE PLAYING WITH WATER GUNS!!!!! *squirts*

2006-11-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

alyba and bren came to my house to play pokemon (again) and ended up getting really appalled at the way i treat my pokemon and the lvl of my pokemon. YES I NOE YOUR POKEMON IS AT LVL FIFTY SOMETHING OK?!?! >.< NOOOOOOOOOO i am such a failure in pokemonkind. BUT. lucky i didnt put my pokemon in the daycare centre. who knows what weird stuff it'll learn and wad if it end up turning senile.................*dun wanna think*

but the day care centre allows pokemon to mate!!!! *excited* oh my gawd i wanna see my plusle and minum mate! and according to brenda, they were quite enthusiastic XD

cant believe i'm actually doing this >.<

YES, RUB IT IN, ZAR ZARN. >.<

2006-11-03T06:53:00.000-08:00

begged so hard to my mum so that she'll let me use the internet. i begged so HARD man....and i only have lyk wad, AN HOUR to use it?! -.-''' oh man my holidays are not gonna be enjoyable...>.<

*rubs eyes*

yea i must learn how to make full use of the sch holidays to study. XD and i'm gonna get the deathnote note book....omg it's damn cool lah it's a book that consists of the names that light wrote down...the people that he killed, and the back are empty pages...WHOOO man i'm soooo gonna get it.....alyba's gonna gettit toos!!! XD but we're currently scrimping munneh to get it....it's not very cheap ><

hahax....munneh's officially 'zam zar zun' and i'm 'nong nei nin' and alyba's 'waliba' but i resorted to call her the 'wallabi' hahahax....she sound lyk some exotic bird that quacks. >.<

CHICKEN!!!! but chickens dun quack do they....sad....-.-

TMR WE'RE PEFORMING!!!!! GO CHOIR PPL!!!! i dun care we really have to do our best and dun mess everything up like the last time ok! I DUN CARE WE MUST DO OUR BEST.

imagine if we were tested on excretion for SPA and it so happens that sweat is one of the waste products.wad if we're tested on it, and when you flip open the paper, it says,"you are in a hot room. please sweat now."

OMG i think i'm gonna laugh till i cry on the spot.

btw alyba came out with this weird experiment XD

2006-10-31T02:12:00.000-08:00

"Slacker"

~+*My friend's a computer hacker
But in school everybody said he was a slacker
He writes science fiction novels
He builds whole towns and villages from cola bottles
He does equations just for fun
Eats low carb ice cream with his Mum
Sews Cub Scout badges on his sweater
He's just a feeling you ignore
A dumb computer hacker
Trash can on the floor
A pitiful disaster
Cried to sleep at night
When he never got it right
Cos he never realised
It doesn't even matter
Later on in life
He's drowning in his laughter
Three kids and a wife
He's happy ever after
Stoked to be alive
With his dream job up at Nasa
Loving everyday
Well, I guess it really pays to be a slacker
He stays up all night playing TetrisAsteroids,
Pacman written on his 'games to get' list
Wasted nights spent up in his bedroom
Tough times, long nights
Must have been a lot to get through
He's getting sharp pains in his wrist
In his world girlfrien's don't exist
Cna't even get an ad on 'My Space'(poor guy)
He's just a feeling you ignore
A dumb computer hacker
Trash can on the floor
A pitiful disaster
Cried to sleep at night
When he never got it right
Cos he never realised
It doesn't even matter
Later on in life
He's drowning in his laughter
Three kids and a wife
He's happy ever after
Stoked to be alive
With his dream job up at Nasa
Loving everyday
Well, I guess it really pays to be a slacker
He's the one all alone in despair
He's the one who thinks life isn't fair
He's the one sitting right over there
He's the lonely guy on the sideLooking kinda shy
You could see him ride
Passing by on a pedal bike
He's the funny type
Kinda like 'Napoleon Dynamite'
He's just a feeling you ignore
A dumb computer hacker
Trash can on the floor
A pitiful disaster
Cried to sleep at night
When he never got it right
Cos he never realised
It doesn't even matter
Later on in life
He's drowning in his laughter
Three kids and a wife
He's happy ever after
Stoked to be alive
With his dream job up at Nasa
Loving everyday
Well, I guess it really pays to be a slacker
It pays to be a slacker!(And that's the truth)*+~

this song makes me high!!!!!!!! *sings* it's the song on my bloggie!!! altho there's something wrong with my comp i dun hear anything....>.< DO YOU HEAR ANYTHING?!?! *taps screen*

hahax the last part damn funny.....the person starts singing slow mo~ >.<

OMG THIS SONG REALLY MAKES ME HIGH!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH I CANT STOP HUMMING LIKE A MAD WOMAN!! >.<

i shall go hunting for songs like thisXD it makes me really happy!!!

ohhhhh man tmr have choir!!!!! i must learn to look at the bright side of choir!!!! i must batterize myself!!!! i must buy lots and lots of CHOCOLATE to power myself up!!!!! i must look at the bright side when we get scolded!!!! ~~I MUST TRAMATIZE KARMUN!!!~~

yes that will be my goal for choir XD

XXXHOLIC RAWKS MY EYEBALLS! XD

2006-10-27T06:12:00.001-07:00

BRENDA AND ALYBA CAME TO MY HOUSE TO PLAY POKEMON!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaaaa......managed to train alybaaaaaa but it still keeps dying >.<>.<

AND BRENDA IS GETTIN' HOOKED ON xxxHolic!!!!!! hahahaha....it's a nice anime ok! I LUV THE BLACK MOKONA!!!!! XD *hugs*

mokona is yuuko's DRINKING PARTNER!!! brenda is appalled at the fact that the black manju drinks XD

went to bugis before going to my house. brenda has a really disgusting habit of dipping her nuggets into CHOCOLATE SUNDAE and alyba has a weird habit of using a fry to pick out the pickle in her cheeseburger XD hahahaha....i think alvina sounded VERY disgusted on the phone....>.<

AND WHY IS SHE MEMORISING GROUP ONE ELEMENTS?!?! arent we given the periodic table?! -.-'''

NOOOOOOO why is alvina being so hardworking all of a sudden?!?! omg.....i think she ate too much 'hardworking' pills.....>.<

we took a neoprint in bugis XD and the picture turned out to be REALLY WEIRD. alyba insisted on putting a pair of antaeners on her head. wait. i dunno how to spell antaener. issit spelled like this?! antaener?! >.<>.<>

but the poop looked really......SHINY. any chances of a golden poop? XD

oh yea and in one of the pictures, they literally PUSHED my head down so all the camera took was a bunch of BLACK FURRY MESS. HAHA. but the picture was really crappy la. and me and alyba pushed brenda's head down toos!!!!! in the nxt neoprint, ALYBA IS GONNA DIE. MUAHAHAHAHAAA.......*hungry for revenge* >.<

saw lynette at bugis. hahaz i was so damn shocked la i kept pointing at her and i was lyk, "is that lynette?!" brenda was like, "who else?!" haha....

NOOOOOO I WANT THE FRICKIN BANANA AT ACTION CITY!!!!! >.<>

alyba and brenda stayed till nine todae...hahax today was such a high day....*flutters around the house*

'son of dork' makes me high!!!!! XD thanks karmun, for helping me code the songs!!! i promise i wont bug you anymore! I SHALL LEARN HOW TO CODE SONGS BY MYSELF. XD hahahahahaha.......(wait long long lah) -.-'''

I LUV THE BLACK MOKONAAAAAAAA omg....i'm so gonna gettit if i can find it in comics connection.....i'm gonna get the black one and alyba's gonna get the white one!!! XD

oh, and we renamed brenda as BREDA after the name of a beer....hahaha.....BREDA.......and i think alyba just named a pokemon breda....-.-'''

YEA i'm gonna enjoy my holidays like wad mrs ngin says! XD THE GUA-ERS RAWKS!!! XD

2006-10-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

BRENDA AND ALYBA CAME TO MY HOUSE TO PLAY POKEMON!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaaaa......managed to train alybaaaaaa but it still keeps dying >.<>.<

AND BRENDA IS GETTIN' HOOKED ON xxxHolic!!!!!! hahahaha....it's a nice anime ok! I LUV THE BLACK MOKONA!!!!! XD *hugs*

mokona is yuuko's DRINKING PARTNER!!! brenda is appalled at the fact that the black manju drinks XD

went to bugis before going to my house. brenda has a really disgusting habit of dipping her nuggets into CHOCOLATE SUNDAE and alyba has a weird habit of using a fry to pick out the pickle in her cheeseburger XD hahahaha....i think alvina sounded VERY disgusted on the phone....>.<

AND WHY IS SHE MEMORISING GROUP ONE ELEMENTS?!?! arent we given the periodic table?! -.-'''

NOOOOOOO why is alvina being so hardworking all of a sudden?!?! omg.....i think she ate too much 'hardworking' pills.....>.<

we took a neoprint in bugis XD and the picture turned out to be REALLY WEIRD. alyba insisted on putting a pair of antaeners on her head. wait. i dunno how to spell antaener. issit spelled like this?! antaener?! >.<>.< and brenda INSISTED on putting POOP on my head. HAHA. ph. poop head. WHAT a joke. *sarcastic*

but the poop looked really......SHINY. any chances of a golden poop? XD

oh yea and in one of the pictures, they literally PUSHED my head down so all the camera took was a bunch of BLACK FURRY MESS. HAHA. but the picture was really crappy la. and me and alyba pushed brenda's head down toos!!!!! in the nxt neoprint, ALYBA IS GONNA DIE. MUAHAHAHAHAAA.......*hungry for revenge* >.<

saw lynette at bugis. hahaz i was so damn shocked la i kept pointing at her and i was lyk, "is that lynette?!" brenda was like, "who else?!" haha....

NOOOOOO I WANT THE FRICKIN BANANA AT ACTION CITY!!!!! >.< i was happily peeling the green one! XD we shld get the banana as mascot for our gua grp! oh, and we're having a 'gua' gathering in dec! SLEEEEEEEEEPOVEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!! *screams* oh yeaaaa! we're gonna hav a sleep over!!!!! XD oh but before that, i cant wait for choir camp! it's gonna be so much fun!!!!!!! AND i'm in the commitee incharge of games!!! and since alyba's birthday is gonna be on the chalet dates, i'll prepare something REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLLY FUN!!!!!! *evil grin* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAA..........

alyba and brenda stayed till nine todae...hahax today was such a high day....*flutters around the house*

'son of dork' makes me high!!!!! XD thanks karmun, for helping me code the songs!!! i promise i wont bug you anymore! I SHALL LEARN HOW TO CODE SONGS BY MYSELF. XD hahahahahaha.......(wait long long lah) -.-'''

I LUV THE BLACK MOKONAAAAAAAA omg....i'm so gonna gettit if i can find it in comics connection.....i'm gonna get the black one and alyba's gonna get the white one!!! XD

oh, and we renamed brenda as BREDA after the name of a beer....hahaha.....BREDA.......and i think alyba just named a pokemon breda....-.-'''

YEA i'm gonna enjoy my holidays like wad mrs ngin says! XD THE GUA-ERS RAWKS!!! XD

2006-10-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

went to the airport with denise, nelia and yunting to study...hahax....STUDY OK!!!! XD went to delifrance to study spa. but nothing goes into my head. denise said nelia looked like miss ho?! hahax....damn fricking funny la we were supposed to study and we ended up laughing like lunatics la....hahax....but we still got study ok!! XD

I LUV THE TUNA MUSHROOM THINGY IN DELI!!!!!!! hahahahax....i luv the coffee toos! put in lotsa milk......>.<

WATCHED DEATH NOTE WITH ALYBA ON SAT!!!!! XD it was so damn funny la we finished the nachos and half the drink before we even stepped into the theatre can?! hahax....oh yes we're hungry souls......den after that we went to action city where both of us busied ourselves peeling stuffed bananas XD hahax it was damn fun!! and alyba wanted to get a pink one for her mom! *watches alyba peel her pink banana* OHH YES alyba's b'dae is during the choir chalet! hahahax......she wants this weird pea looking thing that has a leaf sticking out on it's head XD PEA!!!! hahahahax......i was wandering arnd the shop and crying cuz there was this damn nice neji figurine on display and they're out of stock!!! T.T *cries* omg la curse the rest of the neji fans.....*sob* den after decomposeing in action city for a while, we went to TM again...hahax.....to get my sushi and alyba's sandwhich >.<>.<

OMG I LUV L SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahax........L rawks my bubbly feet! XD

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms...

SOMEBODY one told me she finds death note disgusting.......*scratches chin* XD

OMG THX KARMUN I LUV YOU FOR CODING THIS SONG!!!!! IT ROCKS MY EYEBALLS!!!!!! hahahahax......

OMG MY HEAD IS SPINNING!!!!!!!!!!!!! WILL PEOPLE STOP BEING SO ANTI CLIMAX?!?!?! >.< >.<

2006-10-23T03:37:00.000-07:00

YAYY MY COMPUTER IS BACK TO NORMAL!!!!! WHICH MEANS I CAN OFFICIALLY BLOG AGAIN!!!!! *muahahahahahahha.....* i'm gonna haunt sonia cuz she suan me xD MUAHAHAHA........*driftes over to sonia's computer* xD hmmmmms anw i'm gonna blog summore later cuz i'm coming online again at eight xD OMG i'm so happy i'm gonna burst!!!!!! .......................................

*bursts*

2006-10-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

OMG i feel really really sick...=.=

*cough cough* hahax my mum was lyk commenting on how much medicine i had to take and she said i was lyk an old woman suffering from some kinda deficiency >.< *cough* OMG i cant seem to stop coughing! julia's methods didnt work!!! >.<

ahhh dun wanna go to sch tmr! i'm so gonna do badly in my chem and ss! omg la nooooo.....*sniffs*

OMG SOMEBODY UPLOADED A PART OF THE DEATH NOTE MOVIE ON YOUTUBE!!!!! *gasps in astonishment* WTH a MOVIE?!?! i cant believe it la! he/she actually uploaded death note onto YOUTUBE?! the UNANIME ONE?! >.<>.< I NEED FRICKIN SUBBS?!?!?! *sniffs*

the anime death note is kinda nice :) I LOVE L OR WADEVA HIS NAME IS. tho he looks kinda freaky at first i keep mistaking him as the bad guy >.<>.<

cant wait for tuition. hahax that was kinda random -.-'''

gonna shorten my hair during the hols...i dun wanna tie them up!! >.<>.<

noo....still kinda sickly now...*sniffs* wth why must the flu get me at this crucial point of my life?!?!?!? *sniffs* i wanna go sch to check my papers tmr!!!!! *cries*

NARUTO'S THE SCREAM!!!!!!! *nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo*

sasuke looks like a dead fish :)

2006-10-16T03:34:00.000-07:00

MY NOSE IS POSITIVELY RUNNING TO ANTARTICA!!!!!!!! *dribbles* >.<

woke up at nine thiry this morning and i positively FREAKED out....*thinks of alyba waiting at the interchange with a screwdriver* GULPS.....=.=

hahax after meeting a super blur looking alyba, we decided to go and take neoprints!!!! xD
and i've officially became a bankrupt >.,< *nosebleeds* still owe alyba three bucks, and i'm paying it in INSTALLMENTS of TWENTY CENTS per day....muahahahahahh.....xD

*fingers coins* O.o

OMGOSH THE HOLY PICTURE!!!!!! i havent asked alyba to cut it out yet....*sobs* but. hahax still got tmr!!!!! I WANT MY HOLY PICTURE!!!! xD

played POKEMON!!!!!! hahahahahax.....alyba taught me how to use this disgusting bike which is disgustingly hard to control and is disgustingly fast >.< OH MAN......so weird la....hahax but i decided to choose the other bike instead cuz it can do tricks and it hops around.....xD *hops the bicycle around*

we were practically shrieking lyk mad women when we watched the mr brown show la....OMG how lame can the guy get?! lameo.....LAMEO....hahahax...mai hum indeed... -__-"'

WE MUST APPRECIATE THE LITTLE THINGS IN OUR LIFE!!!!! GO WATCH THE CHEERS ADVERTISEMENT ON YOUTUBE!!!! hahaha....the ppl over there are seriously overreacting to every little thing lah.....SERIOUSLY who would go around hugging and screaming with joy just because he found a crab in his noodle?! -.-'''

it's 'GOOD FOR HEALTH' thay say...>.<

I NAMED A POKEMONG ALYBAAA!!! hahahax...we were lyk running around the house screaming 'GO ALYBAAA!!!' *throws the pokeball*
i'm aiming to catch another pokemon and i'll call it 'EBIL BEIHZIN' XD alyba made alybaaa die three times!!!!! how can you be so cruel to let yourself die huh?!?!?! >.<

bored to the roots. I NEED A HAPPY PILL!!!! *stares at brenda teary eyed* but too much will do me no good....hahahahax.....*evil, hyper laughter*

ohh man....i'm freezing la....since when did singapore become so COLD?! -.-''' gonna see the doc later.....cuz of that irritating cough la....must be the confounded haze....

TMR!!!!!!! *gasps* oh mann.....so gonna die la......>.<

*coughs* argh the dribble just doesnt seem to end....=.= *looks sickly*

NARUTO's THE SCREAM!!!!! hahahaaha.....that's wad i'll be doing tmr.....over and over again man......NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....
bet karmun'll be doing the same thing.....>.<

gonna watch death not with alyba and the gua ppl!!!!!!! hahahax....omg cant believe the death god likes eating APPLES?!?!?!?? of all things, why APPLES?! >.<>.< *suffers from a heart attack* yayy~ gonna watch it man! hahahax...

*pokes at alyba's mouldy notebook* I DUN WANNA DO BIO!!!!!! *wails*
life is so much better without youu~

2006-10-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

watched a funny commercial when everyone overreacted over a small thing....it's....highly amusing...-.-'''

FINALLY FOUND THE SONG IN NEJI TRIBUTE!!!!!! OMG i luv it luv it! it's so damn inspirational! hahax.....makes me wanna learn the flute even more...>.<

tmr will be the day i laugh my insides out! hahax......cuz the ALYBA strikes back!!!! hohoho~ gonna take neoprint, oh yeaa...>.< hmmmm maybe shld ask the gua ppl to go out and take neoprint someday.....I LUV THE GUA-ERS!!!!! hahahax....

KARMUN is a crazy gunner....hahax......i'm gonna violate youuu!!!!!! XD

2006-10-14T02:49:00.000-07:00

~+* the happy happy day!!!!!*+~

OHHH YEA ALYBA IS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND WE'rE BOTH FEELING HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHHHHHH!!!!!!
alyba- not really *raises eyebrows*
peihsin: -.-'''

anw we're listening to RED FRACTION!
MUAHAHAHAHA

karmun- I HAVE A BIG GUN! i took it from the lord!

alyba- O___________O

peihsin- *switches song*

I HAD MY HAIR CUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! *bounces around on the bouncy machine*

alyba- CABBAGES.

HAHAHAHA oh yea me n alyba n my mummy n daddy were eating in this shop in a community centre and i dumped a whole pile of YELLOW ROTTING CABBAGES onto alyba's plate XD

i dont like cabbages. XD

alyba- I KNOW THAT WELL ENOUGH TODAY?! walao. i died. *spirit flies away*

*pictures alyba feverishly stabbing on cabbages*

and den we went for my haircut. and alyba commented on how much hair i've lost. *stares at the mountainous pile of hair on the ground*

alyba-heeeeeeeeeee. should have taken pictures of the BIGBIG PILE. XD

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hahax. and then after that we went to..................................................SUNTEC CITY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA *manical laughter fading in the distance*

and GUESS WAD GUESS WAD?!?! WE PLAYED THE DRUM GAME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXD

alyba- she is so hyper. O_______________________O

OI! you also very hyper when we played the drum game lorh!!!!!!! at least i dun suffer from lactic acid anymore :DD

THEN comes the very HIGH part of today!!!!!! HAHAHAAHAAHHA OMG I CANT STOP LAUGHING ALREADY....

alyba- COUGHSCOUGHS. *FLIES AWAY DUE TO THE HIGHNESS!*

cuz we were lyk scanning around for naruto machines (the ones where you turn and some ball thingies comes out -.-)

alyba- they are called CAPSULE MACHINES. O________O

ok fine CAPSULE MACHINES.

ok at first alyba turned one of the machines there (there was sasuke, itachi, naruto, haku, KAKASHI, and JIRAIYA.) XD

*starts laughing*

alyba- i went "i want anything but JIRAIYA. then..."

JIRAYA CAME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXD HAHAHAHA........

alyba- I AM SO FREAKING SUAY CAN?! STUPIDSTUPID MACHINE. *CHANTS DEATH THREATS*

hahahaahhahaha.......OMG then there's this machine which has neji in it....i was lyk, "pleaseletitbenejipleaseletitbenejipleaseohpleaseohplease........" and NARUTO had to roll happily out. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

alyba- at least BETTER THAN ME RIGHT?! i am telling you.

hahax then alyba and i wanted to turn sommore, so we went to change money.

alyba- peihsin now OWES ME 5 BUCKS. *grins evily*

>.< anw yea alyba wanted to turn the machine with neji in it, and then i looked into the machine only to realise that there is only ONE ball left. and it looks lyk naruto was in it *cries* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NEJIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*

alyba- O____________O overreacting. *cries harder* hahax. blehx. so we went to try the machine that gave alyba a JIRAIYA.

alyba- SHUDDUP.

so alyba turned. and a ball fell out. and we look. and we saw ORANGE. and we were lyk.........."erm........naruto or sasuke?!" hahax it turned out to be sasuke. BUT the sasuke's hair keep falling out making him look bald and he looks like he wore too much mascara. HAHAHAAHAHa..........BUT AT LEAST BETTER THEN ME RIGHT I GOT THE BOTOX GUY?! >.<

alyba- lol. itachi is super difficult to piece together. my one quater life left FLEW AWAY trying to assemble it. HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!

itachi-WEASEL MAN
sasuke-CHICKEN KING

which is quite true cuz alyba looks like a chicken too! ><

alyba- *comes after peihsin with screwdriver!*

hahaha...... omg then i decided to give itachi to alyba as a present! AND THEN, we went to trun again for one last time!!!!!!! cuz alyba has to give me a present in return! XD

alyba- GUESS WHAT FREAKING CAME OUT?!

HAHA ALYBA WAS LIKE, 'IF I GET KAKASHI FOR YOU I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!" (cuz she wanted him in the first place) i put in the coin. i turned VEEEERY slowly. i paused. i watched the ball roll out. i took the ball. i looked into it. i saw BLUE. i went ,"i got kakashi" ...................................................................................................

alyba- I KILLED MYSELF. *screams maniacly*

and alyba jumpes
around looking lyk a mad woman. and then we saw a mouse run past. and i thought it was a lizard. and i saw the fur. and the ears. and the tail. and i was lyk going, "there's a mouse" and alyba was lyk, " did i just see a fricking mouse?!" >.< OMG NOW SINGAPORE MICE EXISTS?!?!?!? THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END FOR MR JOHN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alyba- poor guy. *weeps* -.-

*+~Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious,
you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?
"You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...~+*

nobody understands...

2006-10-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

~+*ZILTNYTY ALYBABA*+~

hahax.....making up alienic words now.....and i think i'm gonna be obsessed over linkin park songs O.o

OMG THANKS KARMUN!!!!!!! LUV YA LUV YA!!!!! hahax...oh yea! WE BOTH HAVE BIG GUNS!!!!! hahahax...*flies around the class*

sasuke looks lyk a freakin CHICKEN hahahahaha *scuttles away as alyba chases around with a chopper*

ohh mann.....damn boring at home laa....hmm....guess i'll blog summore later...

2006-10-12T03:13:00.000-07:00

hahax went to suntec with my fellow sheeps again. SUNTEC again. hohoho.....

and guess what? we played the DRUM GAMEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA..............now my fellow sheeps will know the pain of LACTIC ACID in their FINGERS.........*waves fingers around*

hahahaha....lactic acid.....

sheep number one played so damn funnily ok?!?! SHE MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD I KEEP MISSING THE YELLOW/ BLUE/ RED THINGS LA........ >.<

ARGH..........hahaha budden it was really funny ok! she bu she de li cai the place so we went back to play the drum gameeeee again~ XD YAYY i found another fellow DRUMHEAD!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaah.....FUN RIGHT?! wad did i tell you man......omg i realised that the only games i played in the arcade are DRUM games.....>.< NOOOOOO alyba i wont play that dunno wad it's called that makes you bounce around game. -.-

but. maybe i'll try if nobody's around XD MAYBE.

hahahahahaahhaaha.....*evil laughter in the distance*

yayy there's no lactic acid in my hands today even tho i played so violently! hahax......and i DIDNT swing that stick around ok! i was just.........WAVING it around! hahaha...

haiyo for the past few days really laughing alot leh......laugh laugh laugh....>.<
omg la something tells me this sat i'm gonna laugh even more O.o

i'm gonna cut my hair i'm gonna cut my hair *chants*
OH YEA....hahaa

I AM HOOKED ONTO SO MANY THING NOW>.< ARGHHHHH

need to find inspirational music or else.....

if i dont want to do this, i wont do it, so why are you so insistent that somebody egged me on?! -.-'

dont drag anymore ppl into this, you'll just make things worse.

2006-10-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

EBIL BEIHZIN.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..............................omg.....since when did my name became ebil beihzin?!?!? -.-

ALYBAAAAAAAA........*cracks fingers*

hmmmm......ivy n brenda were talking abt some teachers being dwarfs.....or looking lyk dwarfs? or something like that? -.- if they're dwarfs den i wad?! -.- a microscopic organism?! >.<

(serene actually said that i'm a NEGATIVE DWARF) WAHAHAHA.....NEGATIVE dwarf.....................

EH?! do such THINGS exist? hmmmm......i must go do a research about minus one dwarfs....XD

2006-10-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

I AM A FREE WOMAN STARTING FROM TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! *shrieks madly*

OMG la i cant believe it....exams are like.....OVER?!?!?! hahax....

ermm....i passed? the banana? ok? >.< *stares at the banana....*

"................."
"......."
"...."

AHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG LA WHY DOES IT REMIND ME OF IVY SO MUCH?! *shakes with laughter* omg la first the watermelon, now this.... -.-

went to the arcade with alyba they all today~ yayy~ *sings along*

PLAYED THE FRICKING DRUM GAME FOR LIKE DUNNO HOW LONG AND MY FINGERS CANT MOVE PROPERLY CUZ OF THE LACTIC ACID THAT KEEPS BUILDING UP IN MY HANDS WHCIH ARE SO FRICKING PAINFUL AND IT'S ALL THE STUPID DRUMHEADS' FAULT >.<

but i like being a drum head XD

YAYY IT'S THE CELEBRATION OF THE BIGGEST DRUMHEAD FESTIVAL!!!! XD

*drums rolling in the distance*

after watching several ppl bouncing on the dunno wad's it called dance machine thingy that you can find in the arcade, i felt very......TRAMATISED....

(alyba and ivy is obsessed over 'butterfly')

i still obsessed with the drum game!!!!!! XD

oh yea.....THIS SATURDAY.....oh yea......

*more drums rolling in the distance*

yayy for us fricking drumheads!!!! XD

whatever is done, is done, and even if you choose not to believe what i said, nobody can do anything to change it.

LETS BE HAPPY!!!! YAYYYY!!!!! XD

2006-10-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

THE PICTURE IN THE BLOGSKIN IS BY MEEEEEEEEE~ hohohohoho.......being ego like jasmine tan. ^__^

hurrs.....kinda miss this picture....wonder what how's it doing in america with maia....(i gave it away) actually i kinda regretted it.....*shrieks* NOOO KARMUN YOU MADE ME REMEMBER ABOUT IT!!!!!!!! >.<

2006-10-09T22:19:00.000-07:00

hahax thank you karmun! for making this blogskin for me~ XD LUV YA!!!
YAYY so relieved tt chi is over! the paper was so... SINGAPORE-ish.

GOING OUT WITH SOME OF THR 'GUA' PEOPLE TMR!!!!!!! *bounces around happily* YAYYNESS!!!!!! muahahahahahahahaha.......i luv the gua ppl man! >.<>.<

BRENDA!!!!!!! i tink i deleted nellie by accident -.-

AIR GEAR IS THE LAMEST/ SICKEST/ CRAPPIEST/ WEIRDEST/ FUNNIEST/ MIND BLOWING-EST anime i've ever watched. hahahaha...but i still like chain XD and akito XD

feeling so happy and high for the past few days! it's lyk, a huge amt of my burden is gone...GONE~ wheeeeeee *sings along*

YES ALYBA I KNOW YOU BROTHER DOESNT KNOW HOW TO COOK INSTANT NOODLES BY HIMSELF. -.-

lolx. today was such a fun day.

and i bought a book XD

~ you can call me what you like, i'll just treat it as a training to build up my self-esteem :) ~

2006-10-07T18:51:00.000-07:00

On top to break the chain, no pain, don’t be afraid,
but changing the same old ways
Same always, keep on going it's ok,
the dried up sight of
Repeated old days are like the inescapable equation
The puppet that was manipulated in the past, erasing away,
I hear your voice
Calling for the sun
Leading to tomorrow while defeating my wish
Let's Go
On top to break the chain, no pain, don't be afraid
Miss everything
Spread your wings
That's the sign it’s time to fly
To the blue world
There's no top or bottom, you gotta grab the sky

i still like 'chain' XD

and air gear is so weird!! hahax....the graphics were really nice, tho i dun understand the anime >.< (ppl keep flying around on shoes with wheels)

KARMUN AHHHHHH why you make me so hooked onto 'chain' ?!?!
-___-"' hahahahaha......still thinking abt wad you did when you heard the 'red fraction' song....OMG la still cant believe you actually hear this kinda song... O.o *imagines karmun flying around the classroom* I HAVE A BIG GUN!!! hahahaha....DO A NEJI BLOGSKIN YOUUU!!!! XD

yayy after tomorrow i'll be SEMI-freeeeeee!!!!! hahaaha....can go haunt all the other 'gua' ppl.....hmmm.....i still havent visited the 'gua' blog yet....shld go and visit it soon or brenda MIGHT kill me.... 0.O

yayyness i cant wait man!!!! XDD

*as long as i'm believe in myself, there's nobody out there who can ruin my life, i gotta stand up strong and not waste anymore time on this*

2006-10-07T00:29:00.000-07:00

hahax created a new yet not so new blog. hurhurhur

yup i just realised how much my world suck, how much misunderstanding there are in my life, how contradictive i am, am how sucky i am.

hahax yea i'm a F****** bitch. glad i realised.

who EVER said it's your fault?

who called you almost EVERYDAY last year just to talk to you and sort things out?

who tried to make things right and not make you feel lonely last year?

fine. go and chuck me aside and not believe my words.

you'll never understand me.

so you think you life is the only one filled with deceits? so you think that whatever i did was just a lie?

go and think that i've done nothing but to pull you into the depths if hell and expect you to follow my every bidding.

go think that you've wasted your precious time on me and think i'm a fake emo who seeks everone's attention.

go think that i'm the one who kept you chained into darkness, never letting you out.

at the beginning of the year, i was already sick of all these stupid misunderstandings that cropped up and spoil my every dream of freedom.

i should've known from the beggining that all i've ever done just turned out to be yet another misunderstanding.

fine so my actions are so irritating

have you ever known what it is like for me? how i ever felt?

have you really ever understood before jumping into conclusions and saying that i've always disliked you and all those stupid crap?

all my life, you've never make me feel happy, you've never made me feel like your friend.

in all my like you've made mr me feel like a failure, you made me feel as if i've make you cry in every confict that came up.

you've made me feel as if i'm such a bad person, i dont even deserve friends.

fine, i admit, maybe i AM such a bad person. maybe i dun even deserve a life.

my actions went haywire and i dont know why.

i dont even know why i valued you as my BSET FRIEND.

up till now, before i read what you said about me, i believed that even though we've been through so much conflicts, we'll always pull through and everything will be right again.

i thought that you were my most important friend.
even though i may look as though i keep dragging you into darkness, i've always, always, valued you more than eveyone that i've made friends with.

maybe my words sound so exaggerated. maybe you think it's just another one of my many lies.

maybe you just want to know why i 'clung' on so hard to you...we've been friends since sec 1. we've been through so much misunderstandings, and yet we've always came back together. we've quarreled but none as bad as this. i've even tried to tell you last year that you were NOT the third party and that i've never disliked you. haha to think that i'm worried over that for nothing...

i tried to make you feel as into the clique as possible, i've tried calling you and trying to tell you that you're not the third party, and yet you kept insisting that you are.

deny all this if you want. have you ever cared how i really feel? have you ever understood all the pain that's equivalent to yours?

you've never seen those tears that i shed, never been into a place in my heart where all my miserable feelings i've been trying to run away from are kept and chained up behind my happy features. perhaps you've been going through the same thing last year. perhaps you also thought that nobody really understands how you feel. it's painful isnt it? that dull ache in your heart. haha....i really wish such a thing will disappear from mankind...

i apologise that i made you unhappy. i didnt know that my actions will turn out to be like this. call me a person who likes to suck up for all you want. call me a person who likes to show fake emotions for all you want. just prove how much you really know about me.

i'm a happy person outside. fine whenever i just talk to somebody, you feel left out. whenever i dun talk to you, you think i dao you. what am i supposed to do? why do you feel that way towards me?

all my life i thought that even though we still see flaws in each other, we're still best friends. isnt it a waste to let this friendship disappear like that?

you've never known about my feelings, you've never known about how i feel. in evey picture i drew, i tried to make you look the best, almost every night i would call you so much, it had suddenly became a habit.

at the starting of the year when you and her are together, have you even realised that you've left me out too? isnt it the same thing as you were going through last year? you keep insisting that i dont feel left out. what do you know about it? you blame me and say i left you out in the first place. you wanted my out of your life, dont you? you hate me, dont you?

when did i ever said it wasnt my fault? it IS my fault. i knew you felt left out last year, that's WHY i was so afraid that our friendship might crumble, i started calling you, started trying to make you fit in. maybe you've never known anything about it, or maybe my actions aren't so obvious, but i really did try to, and i didnt know it would turn out like that.

i never knew you felt like that towards me. perhaps if i knew, i wouldn't have joined you, i would've broke off with you a long time ago. i though that, maybe some day things would get better and we would return to the old days in sec 2 when we were still so close.

i dont blame you in anything. perhaps, yea, it's all my fault for making you feel left out and everything. it's all my fault for making you unhappy. it's all my fault that you were kept in the darkness.

but you have your own thinking, dont you? you can always try to break away, cant you? you can always run away from my pain and fly away to another peson, cant you? all it takes is just to tell me how you really feel about me, instead of keeping it down to yourself. hurt me if you like. i would rather get hurt when you just tell me straight in the face, then get hurt even more when you keep things from me.

if it makes you happier, just break away from me. maybe i'll feel less hurt anyway. all these time, you thought i've kept you caged up. you've been longing to break away.

what a fool i am, to believe that your my best friend and to treasure you so much. it might sound unbelievable to you though. you've been with me for too long, and you think i the sort who likes to deny myself, likes to blame others.

have you known the guilt i felt when you said that you were the third party last year? it's terrible, and i thought i could make things better by talking to you. all rthose things that i wrote on my blog last year, you thought it was you, wasnt it? i still dont understand why you think i dont like you.

haha or issit maybe i think too much? i guess the best way is to go our ways and forget about each other, then. i didnt know i've hurt you so much, though, and i'm really sorry for it. but now, things can never be same again. although i suffered a really horrible blow after reading your post, i thought of how stupid i am. how can i not notice such a thing?

i never thought you'll cling on to me. in fact, at the starting of the year when you and her are together, i've wanted to slip away quietly so to leave you both alone. i wanted to go and find new people and not bother you anymore. it was during obs that complicated things. i thought i was over with you, but then this thing had to rise, and soon, i found myself back with you again. at the beginning, i was reluctant, but then i thought ; is it fate trying not to break our friendship? maybe if i could stick to you somemore, the good old days would came back.

i was dreaming for that day for nothing. it will never, ever come back.

but it is a kind of relief that we break off, dont you think? things would've been better. my life will not be so filled with miseries, and your would not be filled with deceits.

haha oh wells. glad to be your ex-best friend anyway.